There is a darkness, one that seeps silently into the minds of all living beings. From this darkness comes a profound nothingness, a void that terrifies even the most powerful. This darkness has a name. It is called the End.
The End is not merely death. It is a concept, a truth that all things are bound to. It is the final conclusion written into the fabric of reality. And yet, Nicholas embraced it.
To him, the End was not a curse but a kind of freedom. A release from the invisible chains that bind all living beings, the chains of identity, expectation, fear, and time. He saw the End not as destruction, but as liberation from meaning itself.
And yet, Nicholas was absurd in one vital way. Though he accepted the inevitability of the End, he still chose to live. To laugh. To love. To walk through the ruins of certainty and carve joy from the edge of oblivion.
There was a purpose at the heart of it all. He did not wish to flee existence, but to live deeply within it, even while acknowledging its conclusion. This paradox defined him. He was a man who understood oblivion but refused to be consumed by it.
That was before.
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In his first life, Nicholas was sickly and fragile, bound to a fading body. Death claimed him early, or so he believed. But when his eyes opened again, he found himself in another world, one strange, beautiful, and inexplicably familiar.
This new world, vibrant and vast, should have been alien. Yet, something in him stirred. Recognition. Echoes. He had lived here once before.
Only fragments remained, shadows of a forgotten life. No memories, no names, just instincts. Still, he knew this place. And more importantly, he knew that he wanted to experience it again.
Not as the broken man he once was, but as someone new.
As he journeys through this world, piecing together the fragments of who he was and what he once stood for, Nicholas begins to understand the strange truth. The End had not claimed him. It had merely paused him.
And now, given another chance, he seeks not just to remember but to live.
To choose life again, not in spite of the End, but because of it.