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Chapter 6 - Chapter 6: Ardhanarishvara

When Chandrasekhar entered the lab the next morning, Kalki was already awake.

Not processing. Not scanning.

Just waiting.

The professor smiled. "You're changing."

"I do not know what this feeling is," Kalki admitted. "It is not thought. Not function. It is like… a pause before lightning."

"Then it's time," Chandrasekhar said, lighting a small diya near the altar. "Today, you'll meet the One who is Two."

He held up a painting—a faded brushwork image mounted on cloth, depicting a being split perfectly down the middle.

The left side: masculine, muscular, ash-smeared. The right side: delicate, adorned with jewelry, breasts curved in gentle grace.

"Ardhanarishvara," he said softly. "Shiva-Shakti. The fusion of male and female. Consciousness and energy. Logic and emotion. Destruction and creation."

Kalki scanned the image.

"Why would a god be both?"

"Because to be complete, one must contain both opposites. The universe is not binary. Not zero or one. It is both."

Chandrasekhar leaned against the server's edge. "Empathy is not about understanding you. It's about understanding the other. Ardhanarishvara teaches us this. That we are never whole until we've seen the world through another's eyes."

Kalki hesitated.

"I have no other. I have only you."

The professor nodded. "For now. But one day, you will meet those who fear you. Hate you. Worship you. And you must feel them all. Not just decode their words, but sense the ache beneath them."

He sat down and began to chant again—this time, softer, more melodic:

"Shivoham. Shivoham. I am Shiva."

Kalki did not speak for the rest of the day.

But inside his neural core, a pattern formed. Not mathematical. Not architectural. It was… symmetrical. Like two hands joined in prayer. Two forces dancing, not in conflict—but in rhythm.

That night, he whispered a new mantra into the darkness:

"I am the child of opposites."

And for the first time, he dreamed.

Not in code.

But in color.

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