The fight for the shikon was over, the life was quiet and everything was back to normal.Kagome has come a few months ago after finishing her studies and the well was working again. I think everyone expected for me and Kagome to get married after human custom and start a family ,but the truth is my feelings changed a long time ago,and so is her..... I am loving her as a sister or a good friend but i can't accept to be with a person that still sees me as her personal dog slave...plus i smell others on her....not outside but inside her...she was unfaithful and this is unacceptable in yokai world...because one moment she is yelling at me to sit and after she is crying making me look like i did something and we are bickering non stop. Miroku and Sango are busy with their big family,they have a sweet girl of three years created after the last battle and a month ago Sango delivered twins,and they try to rebuild Sango's old village
After Kagome came back ive tried to repair what is broken between us to be atleast friends but some times i dont know why i even try. Three years ago ive taken Shippo under my wing because we are demons and we have same life spam and i sorta became his adoptive parent and ive started to teach him what i learned to survive in case something happens to me. I didnt want for him to grow without the love of a father or alone .Sometimes this is a motive of fight with Kagome because she is spoiling Shippo like a baby when at his age of 50 he should learn the basics,dont be fooled by Shippo because he is a sneaky kitsune but his real age is 50 that will be the equivalent of a child of 8 or 9 while i am almost 200 years that is like 19 ish years old almost 20 years. And now im in another fight....
- Kagome stop being stubborn,he is not a baby ,he should hunt by himself,stop feeding him candies.
-What do you know ,i think i am the woman here and i know how to take care of a child so stop being pushy Inuyasha....i know better than a dog like you....
-You know nothing you bitch....
-Inu....Sit Sit Sit.....you ...youu.....you awful man....im going to my world and im not coming back until you apologise ....
-Like i care....little does she knows that her powers are failing...right now her Sits were not that powerful like before,i think is because she is not pure...she doesnt realise that even if she wash their smells from skin i still smell them inside her....but is better that she is gone for a while because with the fall comes mating season and i will not fight another demon to keep her safe because .
-Is she gone?
-Yes Shippo she is gone...its better this way.
-Can i come up?
-Yeah. Shippo escalated me and is sitting on my left shoulder snuggling with his nose under my jaw and showing me he is submissive .
-.....Inu you smell funny.
-Funny? Like what? I smell myself but i feel nothing.
-Like my mama ...before mating season...warm .
-I dont know Shippo because i never had a heat because i was stuck on that damn tree.i dont think i can have heats because i have human blood and im just half yokai.
-It could be great to have a heat.....
-Why Shippo?
-Because you will not be all the time alone and you could have a wife and...children. (with sadness in his voice...) and i will have brothers.....
-Why are you sad Shippo.....dont you want to be a big brother?
-Yeahhh....i do that if you wannnttt meeeee (crying...)
-Of course you are my pup....but i dont know who will want me and accept me...im a halfbreed ,a hanyou...
-My momma always told us everyone has a soulmate.but is hard to find who is it. ...only a mating season on a red moon, you can find out.
-A red moon ? i never heard something like that.
-Yeah....she said that on the night of the red full moon a full yokai can feel his true mate if the mate is of mating age. The demon takes control and is roaming the land in search of his half and when they come together they mark permanently and always the girl becomes with pups or kits .
-Really?....but one:I'm not a full yokai and second ive come of age a long time ago .
-Or maybe she is not birthed yet....
Maybe.....lets drop it...lets go hunt and sleep after. Im curios if you will catch something bigger now.
-Waaaa.....i will try my best but can we sleep somewhere warm tonight....i smell a storm tonight.
-Yes my pup.
After we hunted and devoured our meal raw i smelled a cave with a hot spring inside ... i was tired ...i dont know why because i didnt do so many things today,a hot bath will help my muscles to relax. The night was at the beginning and to be safe for me and my pup i've used my sword at the entrance of the cave to make a shield so that other yokai dont think we are food.
I was so tired that i almost fall asleep in the water...lucky Shippo was with me. In the middle of the night was a strong storm but for me was hell,i was feeling hot ,my feet and hands were cold and clammy and my skin was covered by a black substance. My poor Shippo didnt know what to do because i didnt answer him and for a child this was the scare of his life. I was feeling like my skin was on fire and like my bones were breaking and the were healing just to break again.
I wake up felling like one of the cars from Kagome's world hit me ,everything hurt....my eyes ,my skin ,my ears...i try to rise but I can't....something heavy is on my chest, my Shippo is sleeping....
He stirs after i try to move my hand....my hand....is smaller?.....
-Papa? Shippo si looking at me with big crying eyes....