JAEYON
The past months have been exhausting and mentally draining for me. I almost lost the person I love the most.
I don't know what I am going to do if I lose Jaesung. That's why I flew going to California just to see him, personally apologize and explain what happened. I felt relieved that he understood the situation and we're okay now. I promised to him that there will be no secrets moving forward.
During my stay in California, we were able to spend time together with each other. It feels like we're afar from other people. It feels like we're distant with the toxic surrounding.
Jaesung toured me to the places he loves going to. Also, I somehow witnessed how doleful his life is being away from us. Imagine, he's just alone and doing everything. That's how I realized that he's really independent.
