Guiying let her tears fall on the ground. She looked shriveled up as if somebody had sapped all her vitality from her.
"You want to know more about me? Seriously? Why? There is nothing interesting about me. My life has been nothing but just a never-ending cycle of grief. First by my brother's hands, then by my own stupidity to fall for a man I never even met and then…"
Her eyes lost their color thinking about Ai.
My own insecurities towards the only best friend I had…
"I have been just living a shameful life until now. Begging for a brother's love, a friend's love and then a man's love and somehow I could never get any of them. Oh yeah Ai…Ai loved me. She treated me well. But it was all my fault that I couldn't reciprocate it. I met someone on the internet whose words were so sincere and thoughtful that I always went back to find my comfort in them. Yet, even they turned out to be just lies. It came to be that I was never a part of his story in the first place."
