DACE
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I have never felt so stupid in my life before, I didn't need a reason to, but not until now, watching Emma in tears as she said words that broke me, words that were true, things I did and never regretted until I met Emma. She had every right to be angry at me, I was so stupid, I cheated on her and even though she says she understands she doesn't have to, she had every right to be angry, to hit me, to be jealous, even though it all based on her feelings it was the mark that amplified it, her mark was hurting because of what I did. I could feel it in my very bones.
I felt conquered and ashamed, the more she talked about it the more stupid I felt, if only I didn't let my urges cloud my mind if only I didn't bring them here… fuck she might be feeling I was trying to use her, but never! It was all about her, only her! They were just a fling to tame my desires and they understood that assignment, but at the same time unable to satisfy me, the only satisfaction I needed was her.
