She put her hands underneath his shirt, seeping slowly on his skin with her nails, caressing him gently for a brief second.
Alvah shut his eyes closed deeply. She looked down at his lips which he had pressed thin with a tight jaw. Was he pissed she couldn't tell but she didn't know why she suddenly raged at him .
She refrained her hands from him and before she could hold his face in her palms, his eyes opened wide. His eyes, were sad. " Why?" She unconsciously spoke looking at his eyes. He was desperate for answers.
Why was she the only one that could make him emotional. How heartless he was, indifferent and unconcerning yet she managed to give him a task, to ponder over a lot of her actions.
She drew her face Soo close to his, tilting to the left slowly their lips almost touching. " Because our time together never lasts ".
She pulled her face away and looked him in his blood eyes. " I would not tie in myself with someone that's temporal in my life, not again".
Her words scared him for some reason. Was she never going to loosen up to him. That's not possible " Zillah " he called her name.
She didn't look furious but he knew she needed to be pacified. He needed to tell her the truth. " Being Soo close to you Alvah is the best feeling" she wrapped her arms around his neck, releasing it to rest it on his chest looking at him. " But it could also be the worst feeling.
" Just like how we would share a romantic moment and in the next minutes I act like we didn't ". His eyes widened. " You were intentional with your actions?" He asked with creasing brows.
She needed him to feel and understand what it means to be tied in with someone but only a thread holds you both together.
Her eyes suddenly teary " why would I stay close to you longer than I should when I know you aren't staying for long".
He held her face, her tears began dropping. He tried lifting her face but she had put it down trying to control herself. He pulled her in for a hug stroking her back calmly. He couldn't say a word.
He felt if he did, his words would only hurt her more. She cried in silence for a while, when she regained herself. She wiped her tears with her hands looking back at him.
Slowly she leaned in and kissed him hard wrapping her arms around his neck almost aggressively. Alvah didn't know when he responded quickly to her. His hands moved slowly around her, from her back to her waist, up and down.
She opened her mouth sucking his upper lips deeply while she moved her fingers through his hair. Alvah kissed her back both feeling each other.
She tilted her head to the right, sitting up a bit, lifting his jaw she kissed him deeply while Alvah was trying to get himself. He held her hands that moved through his hair, slowly he guided her to his chest.
Where she felt his heartbeat, she kissed him a few more times before she stopped. He looked at her for quite a while, tucking her hair behind her ears, he tilted to the left and gave her a soft kiss ended with a kissing sound.
" My heart beats for you Zillah " he gave her a slight grin. She looked at his hands on her hands that rested on his chest. He gave her a kiss on the knuckle.
She wrapped her arms around his neck while he did around her waist, pulling her closer not minding if there wasn't any space left between the both of them and he kissed her. He opened his mouth and she did too both playing with their tongues, sucking on the down and upper lips, exchanging breaths.
Alvah released with a grin on his face and she couldn't get enough of him. She smiled. " You owe me months Alvah" she said with a sad look and voice. " I owe you years Zillah".
He buried his face in her neck taking in her scent caressing her neck with his breath and she felt tingles running through her body. Her hands moved slowly to hold his neck, tilting her neck to the left when he placed a soft kiss on her neck.
She felt a bite on her neck. Alvah sucked on her skin while Zillah tried to control her sanity but her hands were folded into her fist, like it held her brain cells. He held her hands in his placing it back on his neck pressing his mouth on her skin for some time when he released.
He quickly placed a kiss on her lips but she caught hold of him not letting go and he kissed her back deeply she let out a moan.
She unbuttoned his shirt when his abs came to sight. She released from the kiss looking at them, admiring his body strolling her fingers through his abs her eyes glued to them taking count when her mouth widened looking at him.
" Eight?" She asked with a soft voice looking at him. He smiled at her holding her hands moving it around his body. It was indeed eight. He held her hands up pushing her to the bed.
She fell sofly, her hair all over the place. He looked on top of her, laying down gently on her, her boobs pressing against his chest and it hurt a little. She felt his entire body pressed against her and she didn't mind.
He kissed her on her lips, placed a soft kiss on her cheek, down to her neck where he stopped at the love bite he had given her earlier. She moved her head to right and he kissed her there, lastly on her collar bones.
He looked at her and she looked lost in his feel and he smiled at the sight of her. He moved his hands on the bedsheets intertwining their both fingers, placing his head next to her with his breath on her skin.
He asked " What's your favorite thing about me?" Zillah couldn't answer his question as she was already taking heavy breaths. She had never felt this way before, nor done this before. She didn't respond to his question so he asked another.
" What's your favorite number?". She turned to look at him both their faces inches apart from each other. " Five" she replied. " Because it spells Alvah?" He asked with a smirk.
She hadn't thought of it that way. She just liked the number five, she never counted that it spelt Alvah as well. She laughed cutely when she realized it.