You couldn't convince Namjoon cause he didn't even give you time to anything else and just went directly to your father's office to resign. You didn't want to think about it.
.
Later your father hired a new bodyguard for you and you acted like nothing ever happened. You tried your best to move on by hanging out with Taehyung but while being out or spending time with, you're busy thinking about Namjoon and all the memories you had together while you guys were dating.
TH: I thought I would never see you again since the last time we saw each other.
Y/N: You are wrong cause here I am now in front of you.
TH: I was wondering if you reached home safely that night. I didn't have your phone number yet so I went to Yoongi's home to ask him for it.
Y/N: You're so cute... But there was nothing to be worried about, I'm okay.
TH: And you look prettier than the last time I saw you.
You got lost in your thoughts again thinking about Namjoon. Taehyung has bee talking to you for the past few minutes and you didn't even hear a bit of what he said.
TH: I'm pretty sure you didn't hear anything I said Y/n.
Y/N: Gosh! I miss him more than I expected. You whispered to yourself.
......
Since Namjoon wasn't your bodyguard anymore, you spent your entire day in your room or when you felt lonely you go to visit your sister and her husband. You didn't even talk to Taehyung often cause you felt like you two could have nothing serious and leading him on will be so wrong, It was nothing more than just a friendship. Your relationship with Joon was so intense that you don't think you could ever have such relationship with any other person...
You were in your room on the bed just like every other day and killing time by reading books, then you heard someone asking the maid for the whereabouts of your dad in the living room, you were very sure that the voice you heard was that of Namjoon and your heart started racing.
Y/N: Namjoon?
You ran downstairs, and then you saw him about to leave because he couldn't get to meet your dad since he wasn't around, You called him.
Y/N: Joonie?
He stopped and turned to look at you. OH MY GOD! You loved this man so much.
Y/N: Can you please leave us alone for a moment (speaking to the maid and your new bodyguard to leave you two alone)
Y/N: What are you doing here?
NJ: I had to meet your dad to finalize everything concerning the resignation I tendered.
Y/N: So...you really left? (he nodded slowly)
NJ: So what about you? How are you doing? He asked with a low soft voice.
Y/N: I miss you... (You said honestly) My new bodyguard is boring.
NJ: *So you miss me huh* Of course you do, not anyone can be Kim Namjoon. (You sighed)
Y/N: That was clear... I really hope you come back, I really miss you. (You felt tears prickle and about to fall out of your eyes.) I'm sorry, I'm truly sorry...
You both were like a bit far away from each other, but then he came closer and took you in his arms to calm you down.
Y/N: I'm so sorry Joon. I had to deal with absence to see how much your presence mattered to me. Every single day I miss you. I think about you all the time and I want you too, I just hope you come back.
Y/N: I know I wasn't great to you but I don't want you to go. Maybe at first I was just being hard and stubborn, but not anymore. I love you Joonie. (You stuttered saying those words and crying in his arms)
And just like every other time you get close to each other you couldn't stop your bodies from wanting each other. Your lips met again and you could taste his salty tears from his lips (Omo he cried when you were talking) He held you tight and your kiss became deeper, with everytime that passes you could hear his heart beating fast and loudly.
Y/N: I want you Namjoon. My body also misses yours. ( You said to him)
NJ: Is your room still exactly where I know it was? You nodded
Then he lifted you up in his arms and takes you to your room still placing kisses on different parts of your body, entering your room he closed the door with his foot and then he moved to your bed and laid you down before joining you on the bed with you under him, your body was still trembling so much under his touches like it only belonged to him.
Y/N: I don't want you to go anymore, you hear me (you whispered against his lips)
NJ: But I'm already gone Y/n (he said while staring deep into your eyes.)
A phone rings and you suddenly woke up and there's no Namjoon around you. You were sweating, trembling and about to cry. It was just a dream, just another fucking dream. You started crying silently thinking about him.
Y/N: You promised not to leave me but you did... You left me agian Joon.