Qiao Li really didn't want to live like a resentful woman, and all along, he had hoped to maintain a good mindset.
But perhaps it was because, all along, he had been calm and collected, maintaining a good attitude because he had never felt any threat.
He could wait, with no regrets or grudges. Because he knew that his chances of winning were high.
But everything changed, everything became wrong with Bo Jingshen's arrival.
Only then did Qiao Li realize that he actually couldn't stay calm. The reason he had been able to maintain his composure all this time was simply that there had been no threat to make him feel otherwise.
And Bo Jingshen was a huge threat.
The moment he appeared, Qiao Li's chance of winning immediately turned negative.
It turned out that he couldn't stay calm after all, that he too harbored grievances.