That night, Hazel didn't tell Xavier about what Elliot had said, she thought it would be best if she kept it to herself since Xavier had much in his head and most of which, concerns her already, but Xavier was quick enough to notice
"What's wrong?"
"...."
"Rabbit?" He called again but she didn't respond. He then moved closer to her on the bed and waved his hand across her face in other to bring her out of her thoughts
"What?" She asked
"What were you thinking of, you didn't realize I was calling you until I did that"
"Nothing"
"Tell me, rabbit"
"I....I ... Was just thinking about my abilities, I haven't learnt them all"
"Seriously"
"Hmmn"
"I think you need to improve in your lying skills, don't you think so"
"-"
"Now say, what wrong?"
"I was... I was actually.... Thinking about.... uhm....."
"I think you're repeating word a little bit too much already"
"I was just thinking about my dad" she lied
Xavier stared at her for some seconds and she joked he bought the reason
"That's what you were so worried about" he asked still giving the disbelieving look
"Yeah, I can't seem to process the fact that my Dad is a switcher"
"There's no need to he worried then, he has been your dad since you were little, nothing's going to change about him"
"OK" she answered still feeling the intense gaze from him "I guess we should sleep now" she said trying to ease the atmosphere but Xavier didn't move a bit. Hazel felt like a prey being watched by him not knowing what was going on in his mind.
Having stayed for some minutes with no one making a move, Hazel decided to take the initiative of going to bed first, so she played down from her sitting position but the next second, Xavier was hovering above her
"W-what a-a-are you d-doing?"
"Don't you think you're shuttering much" he said bringing his face closer to hers
"I said, what are you doing" she repeated firmly this time
"I guess its a bit too early to sleep"
"It isn't" she whispered with her chest moving bobbing fast which made Xavier attention divert there. Hazel missed a breath as his eyes stayed longer on her chest
"Eyes in me, demon" and Xavier slowly raised his eyes to meet hers
"Of course, rabbit" and he slammed his lips on hers, forcing his way into her mouth and sought for her tongue, Hazel responded in the same fervour. After some minutes of the urgent kiss, they withdrew to breath and then continued again, he took her again, more rougher than before and desperate like he was searching for something. He kept sucking, nibbling, biting and kicking her lips before he proceeds to move down her nape, he kissed the sensitive spot below between her neck and shoulder which earned him a moan from her, he left hickeys all arong her neck. Hazel, who was slowly getting to another world from his doings ached her back towards Xavier the more and he lover every bit of it
At some point, he left her lips and moved southwards towards her swell, he somehow got rid of the fabric obstructing. The sight he met was pleasing
'Perfect peaks' he thought
And bent to continue his assault but stopped when he realised that her breathing wasn't normal, it wasn't one that was caused by what he was doing, rather it was one proving that she was having a panic attack. He grabbed his self control which he had thrown out the window prior before and focused on her breathing
"Hazel" he called "breathe" but it didn't change anything at all. He then proceeded to hug and and sooth her down, it worked after what seems like eternity and he later gave her a glass of water to drink
"What happened" he asked after she was done
"-"
"Did I go far? Did I get you scared? Were you unprepared? I'm sorry, I got carried away a bit, it's all my fault" he reprimanded himself
"No, its not your fault"
"Then what's it?"
"I had a panic attack"
"I guessed that..... Did I score you that much?"
"Kinda"hazel said and Xavier let out a loud grunt before hitting his hands on the wall, close to the bed. Hazel was fast enough to stop him
"It's not your fault, Xavier "
"Then who's, I got you scared and you had a panic attack"
"Its not your fault Xavier, trust me, I was only scared cause something like this happened years back" and this got his attention, he turner to see her and noticed that tears gathered in her eyes already
"What happened?"
"I... I..."
"You are raped?" He completed for her and just like that, the dam broke, Hazel let out her tears and Xavier consoled her till she spoke again
"I wasn't actually raped but I almost was"
"How did it happen"
"It was one night, my parents had a quarrel and my dad left to avoid my mum. My mum also left and I didn't know they both went to, I stayed at home playing with my dolls till nighttime. I noticed they weren't back and after much contemplation, I decided to search for them, I knew men had the habit of drinking when they are in a bad mood, so I went to search for my dad first hoping to find him and then search for mum together.
As I moved to the bar, my plan didn't go as expected cause some men grabbed me and one of them placed me on his shoulder, I was eleven at then, so I was easy to lift. I knocked and hit him but he didn't bulge, the three men all looked in their late twenties or early thirties. They brought me to a room and the man carrying me placed me in the floor before making his way towards me, he tried kissing me but I bit his lips, if I had known, I wouldn't have done that cause it enraged him and he slapped me, it was so hard that it pushed me back to the floor and he was hovering above me again. It was disgusting, the while thing was, I tried wriggling my way out but he was way stronger. He tore my clothed off leaving me bare before him, I tried hiding my immature breast but he stooped that and placed his mouth..... " she didn't complete it as Xavier dragged her into a tight hug and she cried again, truth be told, he couldn't stand hearing that someone other than him did that to her, not just that but forcefully, and he didn't want to hear it
"But they didn't do anything at the end right?"
"No, they didn't, my dad somehow found me before they could" she said in between sobs.
Xavier stared slowly put them in a sleeping position with her bare front which was as a result if what happened earlier, touching him. He could only hold himself in this situation and they both slept
The next morning, Hazel woke up to find Xavier holding her waist as he slept, she was facing him a bad could feel his breathing on her forehead, she gave a smile as she traced his face with her fingers, she went down to his neck and then chest before her eyes shit open wide
"AAAARGH!!' She shouted waking Xavier
"What's wrong" Xavier asked as he jolted up and noticed the sound was coming from her. Hazel used the opportunity to pull the covers up to her chest
"What's wrong?" She repeated his question disbelievingly
"Yeah"
"I slept bare chested last night!!!" And Xavier face palmed
"Looks like you want to give me a panic attack this time rabbit" he said dismissing her
"Its not bad, besides only I saw it"
"Aargh!!"
"What?"
"How can you say such"
"What's such?"
"That you saw it"
"Come on, you should get used to it"
"..."
"We will take things slowly till you're ready" he places a short kiss in her forehead before standing and moved to the bathroom. Hazel gathered more if the covers before a knock was heard
"Who's there?" She asked
"Collins. Breakfast is here"
"Okay, we'll be down shortly"
"No, I mean, breakfast is here with me, Lord Xavier had said to bring breakfast to the room"
'Oh my' she thought as she searched the room for her cloth, she couldn't let Collins see her in such a way with only the covers on her chest. Luckily, it wasn't far and she put in on before asking him to come in. He dropped the tray in the table and left,she sighed in relief and slumped back on the bed.
After some minutes, Xavier was fine and he joined her for breakfast before leaving. Has who had plans for the day since it was free for her got ready and that was to meet with Xavier's wolves.