Rin
After a sleepless night of contemplation, I decided to start looking for jobs as soon as possible. Uncle won't be happy that I went ahead without his approval, but I can't just sit idly while he struggles by himself. There's no reason I can't help him. He is just being unreasonable. I don't know if it's his pride or if he believes I won't be able to live the life I want, but he isn't seeing the bigger picture. I only have him and Parker. I would regret not doing something more than I would regret not going to college. Plus, I don't want Parker to lose his father. I know it will happen one day, but it's too soon. If uncle slows down and focuses on his health, he could live a long life. That's the only thing that matters. I don't understand him at all. What if there is more to his health problems than what he was letting on? He's acting as if our futures are all that matter but what about his? He's not giving up, is he? No, I won't let that happen. I won't.
