"You might not know this, but after such a thing happened, I lost all ability to react; I wasn't even clear about what to do next. When Suihan and my mother arrived at the scene, Suihan's first reaction was to call the police, but my mother did not just forbid me from doing so; she also pressured me to keep the incident quiet because it would damage my reputation. Once the police got involved, the grand life she had crafted for me would be completely destroyed.
Over the toughest half-year of my life, it was Suihan who stayed by my side... My mother's extreme actions left me in despair. I experienced severe mental health issues time and again, and my mother couldn't have cared less. She berated me for being weak, called me melodramatic—I couldn't even muster the energy to argue back. Ultimately, I thought about death, and it was with these thoughts that Suihan and Sister Kefan got dragged into the incident with your mother..."
