Chapter Four
He didn't know how to choose.
This was something he couldn't possibly let her know.
If he had wanted her to know, he would have done so five years ago…
It was precisely because he didn't want to mention these things that he had always deliberately avoided the topic and even forbade Nathan Morgan from bringing it up.
During that time, maybe only Nathan Morgan understood how much he missed her.
Nathan Morgan had advised him more than once to tell her everything and let her accompany him in his treatment.
But he was unwilling to let his most embarrassing moments be seen by her.
He also didn't want her to bear such things, such life-and-death separations that she could have avoided.
As a man, if he couldn't bring happiness to his woman and only caused her to be constantly anxious and wash her face with tears, it was a humiliation for the proud him, and it was the last thing he wanted to happen.
