He knew that once Amanda Smith found out what he was thinking, she would definitely freak out, considering even he found it crazy; how could she possibly accept it?
That day, Amanda told him she had to go out for work, and in that moment, he felt his head was about to explode. Instantly, that evil demon within him began to stir...
After the argument, he felt extremely regretful and fearful.
He felt that things were increasingly out of his control, and he had fallen ill once again.
This time, it wasn't a physical illness but a mental one.
These past few days, he had been seeing a psychologist outside, and after each visit, he felt tremendously exhausted. He didn't dare to come back, didn't dare to see Amanda, fearing he might hurt her.
Samuel Johnson thought of this with a silent bitter smile, believing he was indeed going crazy.
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