Thinking about what she's doing now?
Has she gotten over it?
What is she wearing today? Is she upset?
What did she eat? Does she miss me? How is our baby in her stomach?
If I calculate correctly, our baby should have been born by now, right?
Is it a boy or a girl?
What should I name the baby?
One memory after another prop up Diers' composure. At least, with them, he can force himself to wait patiently.
But now someone tells him that all these memories mean nothing but his fantasies. Fantasies that will never come true. Xu Siyu is already dead, and their child would never have a chance to see the world.
Diers is afraid.
For the first time in his life, he felt intense fear. He feared imagining a world without Xu Siyu. Feared that he wouldn't control his emotions and touch the sense of pain due to Xu Siyu's death.
Diers' hands tremble as he drives, trying hard to calm himself, trying to resist the impulse to go to Flaming Island to find Xu Siyu.
