Raising a daughter to this size.
Due to her carelessness before giving birth, which essentially resulted in the child being born due to a fall, Yu Baihe has always felt guilty towards Lu Xinbai. Added to the fact that as a child, Lu Xinbai was frail and often sick, her pampering of Lu Xinbai was excessive to the point of spoiling her; fearing even to melt her with her mouth or lose her from her hand...
Having raised such a child with such tender care, always fearful that she might be subjected to the slightest grievance outside, she never imagined that the one who would ultimately hurt Lu Xinbai the most would be herself.
Especially upon hearing Lu Xinbai's heart-wrenching cry, saying she didn't want her, Yu Baihe's heart nearly left her body from pain.
Half-squatting to approach her, she tightly hugged her trembling daughter, "Honey! Mommy doesn't not want you, it's just, I just don't want to hold you back..."
