Zhang Zhentian knew what his wife was thinking deep inside, but there were things he really couldn't say. Everyone has their own dignity and face to uphold, and every action one takes is subject to influence and an equivalent price. No one is truly willing to bear it; one can only live through it over and over again. He was truly fatigued at heart. Was living really that painful? Why could he never find the life he wanted? Why must he live a life so filled with suffering that it's beyond words? Although he knew what the end of his life would be like, in the end, he could still only be submerged by pain, forever living in agony, without any hope of a brighter day.
Xia Jing sensed the feelings in Zhang Zhentian's heart. He knew that what he did as a son-in-law might not be appropriate to say outright, as it could really hurt the harmony of his family. He apologized to his father-in-law.
