Xia Jing truly didn't know what to say to her husband now, because no matter how many times she said it, in her husband's eyes, she was always nothing more than a deceiver who betrayed emotions.
Yet, she had never foreseen that her husband would love her so deeply. Because of a mistake she made, it rendered her husband incapable of ever forgiving her in this lifetime.
Maybe that's how it is for everyone. If you make a mistake, then what right do you have to expect others to unconditionally forgive you? Others aren't obligated to suffer the consequences of your mistakes, so why should they tolerate over and over again? Everything you do can only make you live in pain so unbearable that you wish you were dead.