"Xia Jing, as an elder and someone who's been through it, I've personally experienced the pain of parting and death. You might never be able to fully understand what that pain is like, but inevitably one day everyone will. At the moment Zhang Zhentian's mother left me, who could have known how much I was suffering, how much pain I was in?"
I watched the woman I loved most lie in my arms, losing her last pulse. Do you know that kind of heartbreak?"
At that time, I was in agony because of her departure; I was in despair because of her death!"
During that period, I wallowed in my suffering, questioning myself over and over again whether I could really be happy without her. I had no joy left at all.
