But once she returns to reality, nobody can assure her of what the outcome would be like in her real life. She doesn't want such things to happen to her, so she chooses to sleep in the dream, where the world is beautiful, holding hands with her beloved, happily enjoying reunion meals with her family on holidays, and traveling together. To her, this is the life she most desires, but over the years, now past her fifties, she has never had such a life. How could her heart not ache?
She also fears that she might never be able to wake up, but she is also unwilling to wake up because what awaits is the cruel reality. Yet, if she stays in the dream, even if unable to wake up, at least she is happy and blessed.