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Chapter 44 - Not about drinking.

I called her up

 But she won't listen.

I called her up

 She's coming over soon.

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I looked to her

 Her skin did glisten

From the light streaming through my window.

 Her sweat shines and dries under the blue light of the full moon. 

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I loved her up

 But my spirit is still down.

All of those smiles

 No longer come around. 

All of those calls

 Don't give off a sound.

All of my dreams

 Are planted in the ground.

Waiting to manifest into realities. 

But all of the darkness is keeping them down.

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Pour one up!

No...pour another...

Pour two up!?

No...pour another...

Pour three up!?

No, pour them all up!

Pour 'em up...

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Looking as the days

No one sees the shadows in my face.

No one knows of my darkest place.

No one knows.

Stop looking for love.

Stop looking for hers.

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Day by day.

Day by day.

No love.

No love.

Day by day...

Stop looking for love,

It is hidden above 

 The grey.

Ah,

Fuck it.

I don't care...

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And now she turns and says:

 "I'm leaving soon..."

Ah,

Fuck It.

I don't care...

I think I've got another over there.

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She found her clothes and said:

 "I'll call you soon..."

Purposely left her underwear. 

I gave her what she wanted,

 It was overdue.

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My mind's a wreck,

But her's is much worse.

Stand aside

Let it run its course.

-

And she knows what I'm looking for...

Pour me another. 

Oh?

Pour another!

Just leave the covers.

Pour more up?

Just leave the whole thing.

I'll pour 'em up.

-

Just don't walk away.

All of the pain will stay.

Let's just play our little games.

Let's just play.

Stop looking for love,

It'll come when it does.

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Day by day.

Day by day.

No love.

No love.

Day by day...

Stop looking for love,

It'll come when it...

Fuck it.

I don't care.

Fuck it I don't...

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