I stand at the top of a 26-story building nearly every day.
I think about jumping, it gets hard to look away.
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I don't want to die.
I think about flying.
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Who the fuck am I kidding?
I think about dying.
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Yes I have anxiety
I am not crying
Out for help
Me say it, I have been trying.
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To keep my head above water
It feels like I'm drowning
Under all the pressure
Nothing more, nothing lesser
Please ask, it's not prying.
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I think
And I think
And I think
And I think that I'm weird but
It may not be me
All I see
Out in society
Is a whole lot of weird stuff.
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I'm sorry
I think I'm just venting
But sometimes
I think that I hear stuff.
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It's hard to see clearly
When a big part of me
Is lost in fantasy
I have learned not to fear stuff...
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The 26th floor is so high up.
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Sometimes I just walk to the edge
And look down at the city lights
I just want to...