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Chapter 144 - Little Crow.

I think...

I need to apologize.

I need to let you know.

That I've realized,

With a bit of time,

That I needed to just let you go.

That you needed your wings to grow.

Like I needed that love to show...

Maybe separate now 

Is for the far later greater 

Because when it's organic, you'll know...

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My little crow.

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I've come to see now 

That my love for you was more like a cage...

That I skipped a few chapters,

Moving way too fast, yeah..

I flipped past half of all of your pages...

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It was me who kept you there

I wasn't your type...

I just wanted your hand

Hoped you would see the hype...

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You told me more than once

That we should just be friends

I just wanted you so bad

I couldn't let it end.

Couldn't let it break...

Couldn't let it bend...

Our love languages were so different 

I couldn't comprehend...

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I couldn't love you how you needed,

But I couldn't walk away.

I just couldn't be defeated,

And you would not sway.

That's okay.

It's okay.

It was my fault, okay?

I just thought that I needed you

What more can I say?

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And our love was...different.

Forbidden in ways

That it should have been 

Beautiful...

So many days

When I thought about you

You know?

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After the break-up 

I didn't know who to go

To just to get out the pain 

That was new, 

You know?

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My little crow.

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It was you,

You know?

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Regardless of all of the pain I went through,

you know? 

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I'm still breathing.

I know it's hard, but I hope you are too, you know?

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Just stick to your path 

And stay true to your soul, you know?

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I had to leave,

Just to let you know.

Wait.

Stop.

I had to leave,

Just to let you go.

Heart

Dropped.

1000 degrees 

That I had to freeze

Just to save my soul.

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I gasped and wheezed...

I had to cut me

Just to make it work.

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Down on my knees.

Begging for sleep,

I know how it hurts. 

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When it comes to light and dark

Separate is always better...

Sometimes they will rub at the seams

But they can't stay together...

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A candle in the wind will only just continue to burn...

If I can't close that window, I won't last the storm.

Shit, I meant I'll never learn.

Shit, I meant I'd never leave...

I never cared for the rain,

But at least it was falling on me...

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I'm sorry that It took me so long to see

That my love was the one thing that you didn't need.

And I'm sorry that I didn't see

That you needed those wings

Because I thought that you needed me. 

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I didn't need you to free me,

I was the gilded lock all along.

I also held the key,

So I could never see I was wrong. 

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I'll leave it at that...

So here's to dear you:

I wish you the best at whatever you do.

I hope that you find all the love 

And the wishes 

And wonder

And all of your dreams can come true.

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As long as you know,

That you'll always be my 

Little crow...

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