She said:
"Thank you for giving me a sense of normality."
She can't face it.
It hurts her reality...
She's dipped in delusion so I must tread fragily...
All the pain
That accompanies tragedy.
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We see illusions
Where we should see sorrows.
Don't fight with today
What we can fight tomorrow.
If it gets too heavy
I've got strength to borrow.
Just...
Don't mislead me, please
I will not follow.
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Lock it up in your head
But you can't keep on keeping...
The nightmares will catch up
If you're not really sleeping...
It's
All so much right now.
You are not eating...
Just please don't give up,
That blue heart is still beating.
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It's beating.
It's bleeding.
Inside of your head.
In the clouds,
Far too loud.
Didn't hear what I said...
It's okay.
Yesterday,
Left that message unread.
I was blocked for some reason...
Don't know what I said.
I was cut from that convo,
Don't know why I bled.
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She said:
"Thank you for giving me a sense of normality."
Like my heart was not part of the casualties...
She held onto the past, can't shake that easy
Cannot let go,
Shit, she wants it so bad that she...
Hmm...
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It disrupts the illusion.
The facts and the fears
And the doubts
An intrusion...
She keeps what she knows
In that hole.
In her soul.
At the back
Of her mind
Where the light cannot go.
Where it can't touch that
Blue heart...