"You got to be fucking kidding me." Thought jessica with a what the fuck face while scooting away a little, seeing taeyeon's facial expression.
"What." Asked taeyeon confusedly seeing jessica scoot away from her which made her sniff herself to see if she stunk or something.
Jessica sighed and got up from her seat and put her hand on taeyeon's shoulder and said with a serious face "Don't do what I think your about to do first off he isn't your boyfriend secondly he's not obligated to do anything for you and thirdly he obviously doesn't care about you if he hasn't defended you from the backlash on the Internet."
Taeyeon's eyes widened, realizing how immature she's been acting even remembering the times she's been stalking me and the things she's said to me and thought while covering her face with shame "What the fuck is wrong with me has my childhood messed me up this badly"
Yoona watched taeyeon from the other side of the room and had a sad look in her eyes and thought while fiddling with her fingers "All I can do is be here for her as her friend, she's been through alot of depression and even tried to take her own life a couple times"
Jessica sighed again and wrapped her arms around taeyeon tightly and said softly "Let it all out."
Taeyeon started crying hardly and screamed stutteringly "I...I...H...HATE...M...MYSELF SO MUCH WHY DID I HAVE TO BE BORN LIKE THIS."
Jessica started crying too and said with a stutter while making taeyeon look her in the eyes "Y...you...c...can only learn to love who you are and what you have...n...no one is born perfect, you hear me."
Yoona on the other side of the room started fanning herself so she wouldn't start crying and thought repeatedly "Don't cry, don't cry, dont cry"
""Y...yes." Said taeyeon stutteringly while wiping her eyes with a tissue that jessica handed her.
*BOOM*
"HE....oh." Said a girl barging in with happiness only to immediately be shocked from the vibe of the roon, obviously planned to scare everyone but came at a wrong time.
"Your finally here hyoyeon." Said yoona walking up with a scary smile that made hyoyeon back up with a frightened expression.
"FUCK, bad timing" Thought hyoyeon anxiously with a little weat forming on her forehead.
"But be serious what happened why is everyone sad." Asked hyoyeon with a serious face, her mood changing as fast as the wind.
Yoona sighed and said in a low voice "She's going through her depression phase again."
Hyoyeon sighed and said "There's little we can do, we already tried e everything so all we can do is be here for her and support her."
"Maybe she just needs a man or something." Said a girl's voice out of nowhere, walking in with a duffle bag.
Yoona had a ugly look on her face and said immediately "Bad idea seohyun."
Seohyun rolled her eyes and sat her suitcase against the wall and started stretching her arms and said lamely "I'm just offering my option now let's start practicing and stop with the depressive atmosphere."
"Why aren't sunny, sooyoung and yuri here." Asked tiffany out of nowhere, obviously was forgotten by everyone possibly even the author.
Tiffany waited for a answer but noticed no one said anything and looked at seohyun and seen she was getting something out of her duffle bag and said with sarcasm "Hellooo...."
"Huh." Said seohyun lamely, looking back at tiffany who was sitting on the floor in the corner of the room with a lost face.
Tiffany sighed and said "Where is sunny, sooyoung and Yuri."
"Oh, they will be here soon they had important things to do." Said seohyun while grabbing a water bottle out of her duffle bag an opened it and started drinking it.
"Don't we all have important things to do." Said taeyeon sarcastically, still recovering from her break down earlier.
Jessica slapped taeyeon's shoulder and said "Well let's start practicing."
The rest of the girls nodded and started stretching.
(Daehyun's POV) / TIMESKIP: 3 days later)
"Isn't your birthday on february 14." Asked manager kim while biting a donut and looking out the window.
I looked up at manager kim from my iphone and said calmly "Yeah, why."
"It's nearing its in 4 days." Said manager kim, chuckling at my calm demeanor.
"I almost forgot my birthday is coming up and isn't that on valentine's day, how strange I guess I was a baby meant for love" I thought while chuckling, only to immediately stop because I just realized that I was born in 1987 on february 14 which means I will be 37 in 2025 which isn't old but still no one likes ageing but it's inevitable everyone dies one day, no one can escape it unless your reincarnated in a fantasy type world, but I didn't get that privilege since I was actually supposed to be in hell but my soul decided to snatch this sick body that I'm in.
Suddenly my iphone buzzed which made me look back down at it and seen a message surprisingly from taeyeon that said she was going to delete my number and wanted nothing to do with me anymore and thanked me for the time we spent together.
"It seems like she's changed, usually she would just cuss me out just from texting her" I thought while texting her back which said that I understood and thanked her as well for her time and deleted her number and blocked it and started looking on my twitter page and seen fans spamming my page asking about when a new album is coming and if I was going to be attending the grammys which made me smile.
*BOOOM*
"FUCK." Said manager kim screaming out of nowhere, jumping from shock.
I immediately looked up from my iphone and seen he was taking deep breaths to calm himself down and asked calmly "You ok."
"Yeah the lighting strike scared the shit out of me." Said manager kim while rubbing his forehead that had sweat forming on it.
I chuckled and said while looking out the window at the heavy rain "I think we should've checked the weather first before heading to california for the grammys."
"Yeah we should've an also your fans don't really know if your performing or not and the grammys decided not too choose another performer since they obviously don't want to pay you and seeing as your scandals were resolved they immediately released a statement, take a look." Said manager kim with disgust, handing me a tablet.
I grabbed the tablet and seen a paragraph on twitter from the grammys that said that they will not choose another performer and that the only reason why they said they would choose another one was because they didn't want anything to prevent them from honoring both established and emerging artists.
"What bullshit, right." Said manager kim with a sigh, knowing this industry isn't meant for weak minded people and that if it deemed you useless you will get thrown to the side or kicked out or maybe even possibly rid of if you get labeled as dangerous from hurting the said companies or agencies profit and whatnot.
"Yeah." I said while scrolling on the tablet and seen comments from various fans of mine that all had one thing in common which is that he grammys are spatting bullshit and is just finding excuses to snub or blacklist me for no reason.
I sighed and handed him the tablet back and said calmly "I'm still performing that's all that really matters to me."
"So....you don't care that you weren't nominated for anything." Asked manager kim with a worried face while grabbing the tablet.
"Not really, if I don't win anything just make history since that's the best thing I can do at the moment." I said calmly while crossing my legs and looking out the window at the rain.
Manager kim nodded and said with a smile "That's right if you can't win a award just make history."
I nodded an uncrossed my legs and got up from my seat and stretched a little while yawning and started making my way towards the direction of my bedroom while saying "Well there's no use stressing over things since inner peace begins the moment you choose not to allow another person or event to control your emotions."
"Thats a strong saying but why are you telling this to me." Asked manager kim with confusion, wondering if I lost it.
I stopped in place and looked at manager kim and said calmly, my gaze boring into his "Because when you change the way you look at things, the things you look at change."
Manager kim's eyes widened at what I said and was about to say something, only to see that I had already entered my room and thought "He must have gained strength internally and fought his fears, since there was always a little pain in his eyes ever since I met him but now there is something more like he's accepted himself"
Manager kim sighed and said "I wish I had that inner strength instead of stressing over every little thing which isnt good for my health since I'm getting up in age."
"But again, it's not such a bad thing." Thought manager kim with a wide smile while posting a picture he secretly took of me sitting in the seat across from him with my legs crossed while looking out the window with black dress pants on, black dress shoes and a tucked in buttoned up long sleeve dress shirt with an expensive silver watch and the rest of my usual piercings in, on my twitter account.
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THE END...