Although Isabel's portrayal of Aiwass seemed to be in the third person... Aleister sensed the overwhelmingly abundant emotions.
And Isabel continued to say:
"Before I truly fell in love with him... I felt awe, dependence, and trust towards him. Even though we are peers, I sensed the love and reliability of an elder.
"Then came curiosity... I was extremely curious at that time—Is this really the complete him? Is he really this young? Is this some kind of act? Or is it possible, beneath that all-knowing and almighty, godlike radiance, there lies unspeakable horrific flesh and blood?"
Following that uncontrollable curiosity, Isabel gradually felt Aiwass's tenderness and reliability.
Like a superb commander, a wise monarch, or a loving grandfather, an indulgent elder brother... At first, Isabel wasn't aware of love. Because Aiwass was too far distant from her.
