Yes, all of this is her doing. If she could stop entangling in this life, perhaps her name would have already disappeared from Xu Musen's world.
His relationship with An Nuannuan would surely be better, even if she's gone...
Maybe by then, to him, "Yao Mingyue" would only exist in the memory with slight lament over the vicissitudes of life, and wouldn't be this painful now.
Ultimately, it's all because of her—selfish, willful, yet cowardly and insecure...
Xu Musen walked up to her. Looking at the girl with tear-filled eyes, pale and fragile, his tone was still as sharp as a knife. He reached out, held her chin, and made her face him. Her cheeks, soaked with tears, touched his fingertips.
Xu Musen slightly lowered his head, gazing into her eyes.