From visiting the hospital to coming back to the dormitory, Hirvan's mind was in a daze, lost in the whirlwind of thoughts and regret, barely noticing his surroundings.
Benji's constant apologies were like a hum in the background while Irama's silent presence was like a thorn in his heart.
All he could think about was what had become of him after sleeping with another man.
A whore? Cheater? Scum?
A deep sense of shame dominated his mind. He wanted to hide, run away, anything except to see Fu Yan and Lu Hanbing again.
His heart ached at the thought of them finding out what he had done.
But, He did not have much option here, did he?
'Until when can I escape from my reality? In the end, I have to return to Ashford family.'
The right thing to do was to man up and take responsibility for what he had done. He had to cut himself off from their lives. His heart screamed at his decision, begging him not to let go of them. But could he go to them and just apologise?
