Qianqian, are you really that afraid of me? Afraid that I'll get angry, afraid that I'll hurt someone?
It was me who told you, rather than letting him have it and then destroy it, it's better to make it so that even if he gives his all, he can't have it, not even the qualification to destroy it.
Actually, it was all a lie.
The real reason is, I'm afraid of handing the initiative to someone else, afraid that he'll propose to you in public, and you'll accept without hesitation.
I'm afraid I can't win you back, afraid that you will ultimately go to him.
I can't allow anyone to have the qualification to love you, nor can I allow anyone the qualification to propose to you.
I can't stand him proposing to you in public, even if, your answer is a rejection.
Because, I want your memories to have only me. I want, in the memories of the whole world, that you and I are the only official couple. There is no third option.
But…
What have I done…
