I was 15 years old when I met the love of my life, he made me see the light again and made me feel more human than anyone did. Made me lower the number of my attempts. After a year the most human person I've ever known confessed before me. He was Chuuya Nakahara, I was Tsushima Shuji. But he didn't know that, he knew me as Dazai Osamu, he knew the most honest me, not even Mori, that dipshit knew me so well. He took my hand and we were one under the mafia's roof.
In all my days, I had never encountered such profound beauty until the moment I laid eyes on him. I found his corrupted form even more captivating than his physical appearance. In my eyes, he remains beautiful regardless of the circumstances; whether his hair is disheveled or when he's battling illness, his beauty remains unwavering.
On a rainy day when I proposed, I made the wedding ring from dentist gold and we were out. I asked Kouyou before and she saidNo never, you'll ruin him i suppose I can't listen to my elders! I'll have a beautiful wedding with him and a cute cat as a child.
He and I went on a run, we don't care about the mafia. After Odasaku died I begged for him to go with me, and he immediately did. I wanted to marry the man I love. He took my name and i took his, we were one, away from the mafia headquarters.
Now living together brings a smile to my lips, we are both 24, and after so many bad nights and double more good days, we plan to announce it to everyone. Married for eight years, dating for six.
To my dearest husband.
Chuuya's my red rose, I'm his and he's mine
Not even Fyodor could tear us apart.
That's why we're called soukoku aren't we?
I adore you my beloved .
- Osamu