The days when Confusion Wears you like a cloak , shielding you from seeing the light .. some say there is no emotions as strong as love .. I believe it's because they haven't felt the peak of confusion ; if they have they wouldn't worry about love .. they would worry about what came after love , the worry and the doubts .
" Diana ! What are you doing here ? I was just about to come see you ? Should you be up yet ? " I stare at Ramiro as he blurts out all his question going full big brother mode on me *sighs*
" I'm not okay ! That's why I'm here " it's been a while since I've been to the boys dormitory , and due to lectures it's kinda empty ! .
" We can't talk about that here "
" Someone's being more cautious! I all but remember almost burning the halls down and now you are cautious?"
" Well that's not the only thing we have to talk about and you know it ." For a split second I felt fear .. does he know ?
" Yes I know "
" What the hell did you just do ?"
" That's also one of the things we need to talk about .. among others "
" We will do this at your apartment "
" So I came here for nothing ?"
" Last I checked you attend this school ! Try going to class "
" What's the use ... It's not like I fail without classes "
" Try being normal .. "
" We tried that , I'm not ! That's why you stopped talking to them ? Or rather her ?"
" Stacy- is in the past ! "
" Yet she's in my present ! I don't want you to fight with her anymore "
" It's not a fight when I'm not murdering her , so please don't use the word fight , I'd obliterate her into the skies "
" I have to go princess ! Go to class " great .. I watch his retreating figure and sigh .
Let me tell you things I know about today that might happen! 'Might' because i wasn't gifted with the power of foresight. I might get angry , Rami is going to be pissed at me , Ale will be stuck between two sides , Inéz is .. I don't know , and Dami probably lied when he said he was okay with me being bisexual I think he said it cause I was weak and all ... But he might not have same notion today , and I have to tell them about the piercing pain I've been feeling of late , so cheers .
An hour later
I sit in front of the fountain .. listening to the water splash all over , this used to be my quiet place , I guess it still is
" gods be praised ! Ms vesperini !" I turn around to find Mr Franklin stating down at me with a huge smile " Good day sir " I mister up a smile of my own ,
" It's been a while since I've seen you in class , and rumor has it .. you have been absent from all the classes "
" Rumors can be quite troublesome can't they professor ? I guess congratulations is in order ! "
" Yes ! But they are true ! And thank you . "
" ..."
" Why haven't you been in school Ms vesperini?"
" Personal matters professor "
" Well if there's anything I can do to be off help ! Please do well to inform me , I'd hate to see my top student lagging behind "
" Thanks professor!" He gives a curt nod before leaving me alone bye the fountain ...
But it seems I won't be left alone for long , I hear footsteps of someone approaching
" Hello D "
" Alejandro"
" You didn't even turn "
" I don't need to turn to know you voice or how you walk "
" Weirdo "
" Thanks .. "
" C'mon ! Let's go !"
" Go where ?"
" Your apartment of course "
" Is Rami ready ?"
"Yh ! He's waiting outside ! "
" He realizes the distance isn't far right ? "
" He did ... I wanted to carry the car ! Can't be caught walking "
" Entitled brat " .
" Thanks ... " I'd give anything to wipe that smirk off his face .
" Common ! " He drags me away from the fountain.
As I open the door of my Apartment, I feel him before I see him , sitted cross legged on the couch , with a gum in his mouth he locks eyes with me
" How did you get in ?" Ale's voice snaps me out of my daze
" Okay ..! Make yourselves at home guys "
" Seems your ex beat us to it " Damon remains silent , acting like he didn't hear Alejandro
" Shall we begin ? " I ask breaking the silence
" We have to wait for Stacy and Inéz " great
" Great " I sigh as I settle down beside Damon ..
" I missed you today " ..I whisper for only his ears
" I'm sure you had inéz .." he looks every where but at me , told you he'd be pissed today ... He takes time to Adjust to new information before reacting , always thinking
" I wasn't with inéz "
"..."
" Oh common ! "
" Trouble in paradise ?"
" Mind you business Ale " I grind my teeth in anger .
" Yh yh .. " my front door opens and I watch Stacy come in first before inéz
" Sit down guys .. "
" Yh .. make them feel at home Rami !! Cause it's their house " he blatantly ignores my comment but I feel their gaze on me ..
I lean in towards Damon " can we talk about it ?" He finally turns to face me " no " *sighs*
" Okay so what is this sweet gathering for .. not that I'm complaining though !" Ale leans into Inéz and kisses her , yes Rami will most definitely not like it if I tell him I almost kissed her .. he's very protective of our feelings , and if it is ends up being me hurting Ale's .. I don't know if he will forgive me . I lean into Damon again " do I have to faint again for you to notice me ?" He glares at me , if eyes throwing daggers was a person it would be him " is that suppose to be a joke ?" A very bad one " yh... A bad joke "
" Diana has something to tell us " Rami announces
" I do ?"
" Yes you do "
" No i don't "
" Oh for Christ's sakes someone say something ..! " Ale exclaims with hands in the air
" Diana passed out yesterday "
" Excuse me ?" I probably should have told Alejandro after...
" And I'm just hearing about this now ?"
" It was nothing Ale .. one time thing "
" Imagine if it wasn't one time D would you have told me ?"
" Eventually" . He scoffs in disbelief
" How are you sure it's a one time thing ? "
I'm not but I'm not saying that
" I have a better question.. why do we all have to be present for this ? As far as I'm concerned Ale was the only one who didn't know "
" I didn't know " inéz raises her hand in a slow awkward motion
" ... " She slowly drops it back down , Stacy has been quiet.
" Diana... How sure are you that it will be a one time thing ?" Ale repeats Rami's question
" I'm not "