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CHAPTER 21
~Zara's POV~
What the hell was I thinking? Kissing Snow like that? Letting myself get swept away by his stupid, perfect lips and—gah!
I cursed under my breath, pacing back and forth in the hallway outside his office.
How could I let myself be so stupid? Of course, he wouldn't want anything real with me. This was all just a game to him.
A contract. Nothing more.
I paused, leaning against the wall and forcing myself to breathe. This isn't what I wanted. I wasn't some lovesick girl anymore, chasing after a man who could never love me.
Snow was playing with me, toying with my emotions, and I had let him.
"Damn it."
I shut my eyes, trying to push away the memory of that kiss—how his hands felt on my waist, how my body responded to his touch without thinking.
It was like he had some kind of spell on me, and I couldn't break free. I felt Astrid stir within me, her desires bubbling up, but I shoved her down.