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My mind was racing at this point, and I was trying my best to drive safely, even though my hands were shaking. I couldn't even look at my brother. I felt ashamed of myself. And Kaye was losing his mind.
I couldn't really understand why Helanie would do this to me. The only thing I kept coming back to was that maybe she got upset that Kaye had made Kesha an option, and she wanted to punish him by letting him know she left him for someone else.
That could be a possible reason because that's why she suddenly left me too—by accusing me of playing her. She used me to take revenge on Kaye and then dumped me.
I kept my fingers wrapped around the steering wheel while tears forced their way into my eyes. The problem was that I had never felt like crying before, even in the toughest situations.
But at that moment, I wanted to cry my heart out like a child. I had loved her a lot, so it wasn't easy for me to live with the fact that she had never loved me.