- Glyndon Walton: ( Song of the Chapter: Let me Love you by Ariana Grande)
I don't know what's wrong with me.
I've never felt like this before—this unbearable heat crawling under my skin, this ache in my chest that won't go away no matter how much I try to ignore it.
My body is heated, flushed, and restless. All I want—all I need—is her touch.
Even after I was with Alex earlier, even after he kissed me and held me, even after we had sex, it didn't help.
It didn't put out the fire inside me. It didn't erase the way she kept invading my thoughts.
She's consuming me.
Every time I close my eyes, all I see is her. The way she looks at me when she's angry.
The way her lips purse when she's trying to stay quiet, but her eyes scream everything she doesn't say. I feel like an addict.
Like a junkie who hasn't had their fix in days. It's disgusting. I feel disgusting.
But it doesn't matter how much I hate myself for feeling this way. It doesn't stop the craving.
