"Anyway, once Grandma realized that Robert Collins would never change his ways, she decided to take a different approach. Instead of continuing to shield me, she made the painful choice to cast me out and turn her back on me. At the time, it felt like betrayal, but in hindsight, it was the very thing that saved me. Because by doing so, she convinced Robert Collins that I was no longer a part of their lives—that I was out for good. And that gave me the chance to disappear, to build something for myself without constantly looking over my shoulder.