Why are you desperate?
Grasping at straws.
That kindness is deceived as love.
Are you not loved at home?
Fantasies that consume your very being.
Being taken care of.
Being protected.
Being thought of.
Without asking.
Because you deserve it.
Because you are you.
Constant dreams that will remain dreams forever.
All you will ever do is clap hands for others and pray that your day also comes.
'Hope' can be the only your only friend through these times.'
No, I know that being in a loving relationship is not an obligation.
I know that loud and clear.
I am not lonely.
I just wish to be spoiled.
My cup to be filled without having to ask.
To love loudly without feeling bad about it.
Receive 1000 red roses.
Is that too much to ask for?
I guess it is, after all.
They said "You need to work on yourself"
I guess so.
I guess being sent texts because they are boring, still has more to do with me.
Genuine.
Exhale.