"Why have you been avoiding me…?"
The moment I saw those eyes filled with an indecipherable, yet undeniably deep, emotion, my heart nearly stopped. I couldn't bring myself to answer.
Hundreds of reasons flitted through my mind, but none of them were so easily said aloud.
Because I struggle to look you in the eye without my heart racing…
I shiver at your touch, and melt at your voice…
I get filled with desires whenever you speak affectionate words…
I yearn for you to smile and laugh… And if I were to acknowledge my hidden greed, I wish it would all stem from me…
I crave your attention, hoping your gaze will stay on me just a little longer, even better if I'm all you see...
I have feelings for you. Ones that you may never notice, and others that you may never accept…
Even with my overflowing longing, I still fear the possibility that, because of these impure emotions, you might abandon me just like this world already has…
It petrifies me…
Immensely…