Still living another experience in my little family, I feel that it brings me back to life after I had hated being with siblings or relatives. This feelings can't take place without the help of my wife, who has done agreat effort to change this miserable situation. She started fixing and changing a lot of bad ideas in my mind. I still remember that she always asks me to be in contact with my sisters and brothers even though all the sufferings which had caused to me. I never hear her saying the opposite. She purifies their image in front of by asking me to forgive them and forget all what happened before. She tells me to start a new life in a different behaviors; especially towards them in general. O can't deny that she takes care of everyting in my life and my son's one. She pays attention to every detail. Such as how to live, to wear, to choose friends, to act, to react, and to manage things. More than that she controls each action in my life. I sometimes assume that my life without her will be a complete fiasco. That's why, I also do my best to make her feeling comfortable in her life.
