From time to time, I convince myself to focus just on the positive side in this life, I mean all the most helpful activity a person must follow. However, I find myself unable to forget the negative things happened with me or still happening. In this last point, I want to clarify an important point is that there some people can't let you living your life as you choose it. They always look for disturbance and problems to cause for you. O don't know why and what do they look for by doing so. For example, I still receive calls from some siblings. They remember me just when they need something. So, I find their contact is meaningless as they don't call for asking about me and my family. Even though I do my best to help them. Regardless the suffering they had caused me long time ago. Here, I start again thinking about immigrating far from them in order at least to be far from their disturbance. Sometimes else, I say why should I leave my hometown, just to escape people, who must do that, not me. I common my strengths to confront this situation that needs a lot of efforts from me. Unfortunately, I suffer for a certain period but I assume that as it was my choice to confront that.
