Scarlett Pov
My eyes felt so heavy and still very much full of sleep, which I forced open nonetheless.I questioned myself for a split second where was I? Until I remembered Nicholas and everything we did last night.My cheeks burned lightly from self embarrassment remembering how I moaned shamelessly and my unbridled act of riding him.It was the alcohol I had.I convinced myself that that is the reason or else I wouldn't have been so shameless.
Time to get outta here.I was still so tired and sore.My clothes were folded neatly on the shelf top close to the bed.Good thing Nicholas had the decency of cleaning me up after our activity, now I just had to wear my clothes and scram off.I felt a presence and turned to see Nicholas standing at the door.His pale skin and damp hair scattered above his forehead with water dripping down his body made him look even more dashing and his body? a perfect ten points,Sexy abs,and amazing biceps.He wore a towel around his waist and had another one over his neck.I didn't know a guy could be so damn sexy and those abs I felt them hours ago,they were so damn firm a testament of time spent working out.
"You're awake"his deep voice broke me out of my sinful thoughts.shit! he caught me checking him out."Yeah" I replied perfunctorily.Last night didn't change anything,it was good while it lasted but now we've come back to reality.One that involves us not being together.
I finished dressing up and grabbed my handbag making my way towards the door.He held my arm "what?" My voice came out hostile just like how I wanted it to."eat something before you go.I made us breakfast". "Am not eating".He stopped me again from leaving.
"What's with you Scarlett?why are you behaving snobbish?"
I scoffed.snobbish? this is my attitude before."Wait...you thought I was gonna cling to you just because I let you have my first? I may have been intoxicated but was damn serious about everything I said it's a one-time thing.Thank you for everything but this is where it ends." I tried to drag my arm away from his hold."let me go" I yelled.He held it firmer completely doing the opposite.
"Do you regret it?" He asked almost in a whisper.Did I regret it? absolutely not but I said "a little" I liked how his face fell.Hurting a guy has been a number one on my must do list.
Ever witnessed your loved ones and friends being broken emotionally by men and it feels vicarious like you are the one actually experiencing it?
I felt that multiple times.My mother enduring shit from my father all because she loved him or Cassie a dear friend of mine who committed suicide because her finance cheated with her cousin.I myself may have also been hurt deeply by a guy in my previous life that's why I avoid them like a plague and wanted to hurt as many as I can.
Men are not the only ones allowed and capable to inflict pain.Women are just as capable as well.
"You've had your answer,now let me go"
"No you don't.Because you were different last night."
"Hmmm...I may have been but like I said don't get ideas because none of them will come to reality." I finally freed my arm from his hold and walked really fast to the main door opened it and got out.I asked for directions and was led to the exit floor.
Right there in the lobby I saw someone who isn't supposed to be here holding hands with an older woman.I convinced myself that she must be his mother or a relative.
That assumption flew out the window when they kissed.Not a simple kiss but one that lasted for a minute.I blinked severally thinking I was seeing things but there they were right in front of my eyes.
"K.Kyle...?". I muttered.He seemed to sense someone staring and looks right in my direction.Fuck no!!!