As I woke up, I looked to my side in search of Emma to find it's very hard to move my head. And to find myself in some kind of crib. And left alone in a room. (NO, I remembered everything now. It wasn't a nightmare. I died yesterday, and got reincarnated). The moment I remembered exactly what's happening. I cried very loudly. But, strangely enough my body seems to be some kind of blue like missing oxygen.
One minute later, the maid come running. Then, she started shouting, calling for someone. After that, a blonde woman appeared, said some strange words, and finished with 'shinne. But my skin color stayed almost the same. The only difference that's the pain decreased slightly. So, she repeated the chant, I think. (Since this is magic words not that's I care if I'm going to die ASAP. Like hell. I don't think I reached 24 in this world).
But when she saw this spell had no effect, she switched to the next one, which finished with 'X-Shinne. (pretty ironic, the word dead in Japanese equals healing here if any Japanese guy on my place he will think they want to kill him by radiation). When she finished, my breathing almost normalized. As my brain started functioning again, I pooped myself and felt hungry simultaneously.
(Skipping this part—I felt embarrassed. I wished this period would finish fast; I couldn't tolerate it. I'd prefer to skip it until I can eat on my own).
Suddenly, the handsome blonde man came running like a cheetah. (How fast is this man). He reached here in seconds and they started to talking and cuddling each other. Ignoring me who was quite literally in middle of them.
Well, I will ignore them anyway strange even though I hate the situation I'm in. I don't know how to describe it. But, Why do I feel warm? like family warmth.
(I hadn't fell it since 20 years ago before my mom died by lung cancer because of this fire and dad lived his whole life disabled to save me losing both of his legs in the process if anything I felt I owe both my life and can't even meet them ufff).
Without any ulterior motives I sighed in real life too not just my mind. And well I had just choosen the worst time to do so. (You going to ask me? Why the answer is that? The answer is. They were kissing in front of me). The situation tensed for a second. Then they both shrugged it off and continued anyway. (I just hope it stops at this level of which will both do in front of me).
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Three months later
I may or may not have cursed myself by rasing a certain flag. Three months ago. They didn't stop at this level. They ascended many levels in front of me. And one word to describe this man is an (animal). No more, no less to be said. They could go from the start of the night till morning. His stamina was monstrous levels. After this he can wake up and be active and energetic for the rest of the day. At this level I wouldn't be surprised if he can lift all the members of the house on his own.
Well, ignoring the newlyweds that's my only explanation for the unstoppable urge they are in. And I was probably something that slowed them down this last period. Because, as soon as he was able to enter, they started to do 'it'. Not caring for the very high sound they make if anything the poor maid or (Lilla). According to what they say before she appears.
I can say I understand very little of this language now like Shinne which apparently means Healing and X-Shinne is X-Healing respectively. And from what I realized, healing magic is very common. Mom uses it on me daily, and sometimes twice. If my breathing was that bad.
Well, now I can understand the healing chants which are. (Let the satisfying nourishment regain the lost vigor regaining the lost strength. Healing). And (Mother of merciful god heal this one's wounds and let the satisfying nourishment regain the lost vigor regaining the lost strength. X-Healing).
Yes, just add a few words for stronger healing—not that I mind, but they're too long for life-threatening situations. In which every second matters. I can't wait until I can speak and I will spam healing magic on myself. Until, I can breathe normally like normal human being.
Ignoring my luck, as for the progress I made with this family is shaky. Because until now I'm not even sure if 'Paul' is my new father's name (Because I didn't hear that name since the day truck hit me).
He is in his early 20th I would say his body seems to be belonging to a fully adult and his build suggested have years of training. Either that or he was trained from childhood I would say he is at least 23, he is always carrying a sword too. I don't know why?
As for zenith (mom) I am hearing this name only in one occasion. Where I am blue from failed oxygenation in my blood. And they call her to come and heal me. So, I can breathe normally.
Other than that, Lilia always called her 'madame' and Dad 'husband.' that ehat I thought at first, I thought it was literal, but it seemed to have a double meaning as 'lord' or 'master.' She is a very reserved woman who rarely speaks. Meanwhile, my parents always calls each other with. 'dear,' 'darling,' 'sweetheart,' or 'love.'
No comments, if anything I am sure they are newlyweds. Because I can't see any other reason for 'that'. Because no way in hell to be my parents always hot like this. Given by how always they are hot I am sure I will have many younger siblings soon. I hope at least that's the house big enough to avoid to sharing a room.
(Scratch that I hope that's house walls are very thick enough to give me full night sleeps. I miss them dearly).
Well, it's also worth mentioning that my body's growing rapidly. Even with the illness I have. I think I need two more months and I will be able to crawl around the house. And well the daily cycle continues.
Maybe soon I will also start both training muscles and even magic. (If it's possible). I want to regain my build and to learn this healing magic. Because it broke the biology laws. (I like it a lot).
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I'm five months and twenty days old today.
(I think I'm counting by the amount of days I slept and woke up). I have been crawling since 10 wake-ups. and if anything my crawling are quite fast for a kid and when I am alone I try to babble as many word as I can.
So, I can talk or even chant healing magic and good news yesterday when I was alone I managed to say 'mom' the right way. So I waited and waited. When, I said it in front of her. After that, (I think). I saw her eyes sparkling. Or maybe the illness is getting better of me again. I'm afraid I am back to hallucinating things again. But whatever the case, she was into seventh sky. She didn't stop celebrating and jumping. Until, she realised she was in middle of changing the diapesr.
The dirty diaper flew from her hands, and hit the head of passing blonde swordsman. Who was furious about the whole ordeal. And he didn't stop. Until I called him 'dad'. It was like pouring water into fired soil it turned him into happiest man in the world. I think he didn't mind the piece of poop in his hair. (Well, it's not my hair nor it's my problem anymore).
Well, about how my relationships with everyone in the house. (Dad). He is a distant man. He only appears late at night. It's rare when he passes by to look after me. Other than that if I didn't get out of the room myself I will never meet him.
Mom on the other hand is very affectionate and quite scary at the same time. I have to thank god for Lilla. If it weren't for her I would have died long ago. From Mom's suffocating hugs and demands to call her 'Mom.' or the fact that she almost all the time I'm with her she is like she caught something very fragile and she is afraid that if she left it. I will disappear forever from her sight. Because of that I deciaded, that I'm gonna stick close as much as possible to return her love.
As for Lilla she likes to put a wall and distance and boundaries between me and her. She hardly even carries me like she is scared of me. But with sympathy looks. She is putting distance and waiting for my death. But still tries her best to prevent it.
Also she appears to be the most mature between all of them it is safe to say without her they both were going to cuddle me by make dad making goofy faces and mom hugs. Until, I am dead while they were watching not understanding what to do.
"Rudi, Rudi! Rudues! where are you?" (Yes, that's my name Rudeus will nice English name. if you ask me). "Geez, As fast as you move his eyes on him he will dissappear." Mom said with sad smile and with her over dramatic behaviour.
"It's not like you can't find him you will find him almost five feet away from where you left him. And all of his energy will be lost." Said the disappointed blonde swordsman.
"But I wish for him to stay with me more. I feel like as fast he can run. He will leave the house." Said the blonde woman with animating pouting.
"Then you don't need to worry madame, he will never leave. Because you don't gave him chance to breathe with your hugs." said the very stoic maid.
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Wow that's harsh and unexpected. I never dreamed in my wildest dreams That's Lilla is talking to mom, or share her opinion about me, or about anything. And did she just interrupted a talk between mom and dad I think today will be very interesting day.
Nothing happened other than mom come carried me and demanded as usual to call her mom and hugged me very tightly again. (she never learns). And thanked Lilla a for her advice. After that she said "I will not stop hugging you Rudy. So never leave me. Okay." (I think she didn't understand what Lilla meant by what she said because she did the opposite).
Also if you didn't realise I become almost fluent in this language. (I should). And It is my highest record in how fast I learned new language the past one was in two years.
Also my crawling speed is high. But, my energy is low which I already expected. My breathing isn't working the right way it's very unstable and uncomfortable to describe it. And it's really annoying.
But other than that. My daily exposure to healing magic from mom had become a once week occurrence. I think when mom uses X-Healing after that. My lungs function like how it supposed to be for 4 days.
Then, I think in the later days of the week it decreases. It's effectiveness overtime and the maximum amount of days to stay without healing for me is nine days any longer than that I will start to turn to blue. (I start to think I will turn into smurf one day because of my lungs).
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Anyway today is a big day. (Not because I am almost sure I'm 7 months old today). But because I can finally finish full sentences of conversations. (of course without any people around).
Today, I will try healing magic on my own. So, I stayed on bed when mom and dad were away and I used the basic healing magic chant.
"Let's the satisfying nourishment regain the lost vigor regaining the lost strength. Healing" (as fast as I finished chant I lost consciousness).