"hey, why don't you get up there? And start to review If am I right, tomorrow is your science humanities competition right?"
She shrugged a little, looking at me with quite displeased expression.
"Well I don't need to review, it's not like they can beat me right?"
That's right Natsume become extremely confident, confidence enough to the point that she isn't studying at home anymore well I can't blamed him after all she can understand and remember everything that teach on him like it's just a normal though it's not a photographic memory, but it's closed one. So if she review again or study, it would be extremely boring for her.
"What a monster"
Suddenly she slowly stand up from couch, glaring at me sharply then she jumped, while I catch him.
"Hey what's was that f-"
Before I could finish speaking, she bite me again at the neck.
She said in playfully toned, her expression is still as gentle as ever and as beautiful/cute as angel.
"If you holds my hand then I might consider studying~"
D*mn she's extremely adorable, I couldn't help myself but patted her, I was like a man patting the head of a child but her face becomes extremely red, i don't know if its because of embarrassment or something else.
As for me? I'm probably blushing.
We quikly seperate our body, if before being this closed is normal, but when I start to get being conscious of her as a opposite sex or rather as a 'woman', I cannot bring myself to do again those olds things where doing like holding hands even hugging.
Because if I do that, I'm probably become insane because of how fast the beat of my hearts are.
While Natsume is twirling her hair, and staring at the ground floor, she seemingly doesn't want me to see her face, though it's the same as me.
"H-hey, I'm going to my cooking, it might burned suddenly"
I said awkwardly.
....
Natsume pov:
'waaahhhhhhh, my heart cannot take it anymore, i-i-i want to hug him much more longer however, my heart cannot take it, it's probably going to explode'
Natsume said, while lowering his heads, and covered her faced with his hair so Kai wouldn't noticed the apple like face of him.
I also I doesn't want to see her face, what if I saw his eyes full of disdain gaze on me? What if I saw his faced completely distorted because eof it? What if....
Her mind is pre occupied with negative thought of what would Kai think of him now? What would be his expression like?
While she is thinking about all kinds of possibility and scenario that would happened in few seconds from now on.
Kai spoke in awkwardly voice
"H-hey, I'm going to my cooking, it might burned suddenly"
And the young man just leave without even glancing at him, though it's because Kai doesn't want to see his face blushing but on natsume's mind.
'H-he hates me now? Right?, he spoke awkwardly on me for like a few weeks now, i-i-is because he's becoming tired of living with me? Or Is he perhaps thinking of me now as annoying girl who's touching him whatever he wants after all he's a boy s-so I guess he doesn't want to be touch?... perhaps limiting our physical interaction can bring as again like before'
She continues to think a lot of negative thought until a tears flowed down from her eyes.
"Hey I wouldn't hate you even if you do that rather I might become happy.".
Kai reassured him however Natsume didn't what he just say, in their years of years of being together, Kai can guess whatever thing Natsume had in mind it's also same cased for him
From that moments on, Natsume stopped to surprised hug him, being intimate, she also limit her interaction/conversation with him, even Kai initiate the conversation which make Kai feels miserable.
....
"D*nm my hearts hurt again just from remembering her cold attitude towards me"
"So that's why your atmosphere become quite strange, other people might not be able to noticed but I'm your best friend so I could definitely know , also d*amn you, it's not like there's something that changes except of him being clingy so don't make any fuss over it"
He is Reo Yamagi, Best friend of Kai Karazuma from the grades school so basically her childhood friends, his family is known for its great accomplishment in trading and stocks market industry.
"I thought you as my one and only true friends but how could you not understand me??"
Kai yelled at his friends, by the way both of them are in extremely luxurious restaurant, Kai reserved the whole place so he could openly complain on her Best friend while eating .
"Dude hear me out, I'm on your sides or rather I'll always be your true best friend no matter what, but stopped yourself from being extremely dense and from running on your feeling!"
"I'm not running you know? I faced my owned feeling ------"
Before kai could finished speaking, he was interrupted.
"Come on man, I had enough of you two, be a man and faced him, you need to clarity your relationship with her!!"
"We're engaged"
"D*mmit, let me tell you this one clearly simple facts, you and Asagi-san is 'engaged' with each other by your 'family' from the moments your born, it mean your current relationship is no more than 'engaged relationship for political or friendship enagagement' so basically, she isn't your girlfriend nor anything"
For a moments, everything become like clear for him though, at the same time, there is like an extremely cold water poured on her, when he hears the term of 'she isn't your girlfriend nor anything '.
"Thank you"
His best friend chuckled a little and said
"Go for it man, Asagi-san is a extremely beautiful and popular girl, she's not like other girl in shoujo manga who's extremely cold and indifferent but a person with a lot of friends no matter what genders, so it's not surprising if one day she call of your engagement because of another man, remember it, there's no such a thing as 'its better late than never' but only 'its better than early than late', right now your chance on him is the most highest but if one d--"
Kai interrupt his best friends and said.
"I don't want hear the rest but thank you, I'm definitely going to clarity our relationship this day"
Then he quikly stand up and rushing towards home.
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