Hi guys its ruby
After we started to get along and I had new sibling my stepdad was paying more attention to my younger sister and my mum I was starting to feel alone and really bored and I was finishing year 1 and I couldn't keep up with everyone and they only payed attention to the kids who couldn't speak english and I was having a really hard learning how to spell that , and , their and how to even focus properly and i couldn't write like others so when I had homework to do my mum would get mad because I couldn't get hang of it then realised I might have a learning disability and so I got checked about 20 times but they all said the same thing I don't have Dyslexia and I was shocked because I'm so dumb I can't even remember how to spell their and I'm not dyslexic I remember feeling at that moment that I'm so dumb but not dumb enough to be dyslexic It felt like my world was broken and My older sister was doing higher in class then me was pretty skinner even it felt like everyone liked her more my mum would say she is pretty and i'm cute or she ten times prettier then me and I was my mum ugliest daughter , It hurt because I was a healthy weight but she was always skinner she was even underweight for her age but I thought that I was fat and she was the normal amount a person should have even thought I heard people say she was skinny or she looks like a stick or anorexic even though I healthier it felt like I wasn't and Was hating how much I weighed even though I was 6 like what was wrong with and was I eating the wrong amount but I realised not to feel that way and have fun and it kinda went away even though I felt it was always their I ignored it.
I think I'm going to leave this page up to here Bye: Ruby🧠💄