Lilac
To avoid coming off as suspicious, I didn't try to change the seniors' mind again. I felt numb as I returned back to the party, while my mind reeled hard. I kept waiting for happiness and relief to consume me but I got nothing.
My mind returned back to the last two days whereby I had been trapped in the Prince's room. It had almost felt like a dream, all that went down there still felt unbelievable. I was still too embarrassed to fully think about how wanton I got when arousal hit me from nowhere, and that's why I was still yet to tell anyone.
He could have chosen to take advantage of me during that period. He didn't even need to wait for that period, just me being alone with him in his room was enough opportunity for him to grab me and do whatever he wanted with me. But nothing like that happened, and I guess now… I was a little bit curious, more curious than I'd like to admit, so I want to see him again.