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Chapter 74 - Chapter 75: Satyavati’s Fear

The chamber was small and dim, tucked away in a quiet corner of Hastinapura's sprawling palace. A single lamp flickered on a low table, its flame sputtering in a puddle of wax, casting long shadows that danced across the stone walls. The air smelled faintly of incense—sandalwood, maybe—and the Ganga's distant murmur slipped through the narrow window, a soft hum beneath the stillness. Satyavati stood near the lamp, her gray sari bunched where she'd been twisting it in her hands, her face sharp and pale in the uneven light. She wasn't pacing yet, but her fingers moved restlessly, betraying the storm brewing inside her.

Bhishma stepped through the doorway, his boots scuffing the floor, his tall frame filling the space like he'd brought half the wind with him. His cloak hung neat despite its faded stains, and his bow rested against his shoulder, a quiet companion. The breeze followed him in, tugging at the edges of his tunic, though the window stayed still. He stopped just inside, his face calm, his eyes steady, waiting for her to speak.

Satyavati turned sharply, her voice cutting through the quiet like a snapped twig. "He fades, Bhishma—where are his sons?"

Bhishma didn't flinch, though his brow creased slightly. "He's king," he said, his tone low, solid. "He's young yet. There's time."

"Time?" Satyavati's laugh was short, bitter, and she started pacing now, her sandals slapping the stone. "You've seen him—those coughs, that thin little chest. He's not got time, Bhishma. He's got fevers and shadows, not years."

Bhishma watched her, his hands clasped behind his back, the wind whispering around him like a friend trying to hush her. "He lives," he said, steady as ever. "I guard him. The line holds."

She stopped, spinning to face him, her eyes blazing in the lamplight. "Holds?" she snapped, stepping closer. "On what—a boy who can't climb the throne steps without wheezing? A king who sleeps more than he rules? You call that holding?"

Bhishma's jaw tightened, just a fraction, but his voice stayed even. "I call it duty," he said. "He's Shantanu's blood. I'll keep him breathing."

Satyavati shook her head, her hands flying up, then dropping to her sides. "Breathing's not enough," she said, her voice dropping too, sharp and urgent. "He needs sons, Bhishma—heirs to sit that throne when he's gone. Without them, what's left? Dust?"

Bhishma shifted his weight, the wind brushing his cloak against the wall. "He's ten," he said, calm, reasonable. "Marriage comes later. He'll grow stronger."

"Stronger?" Satyavati's voice cracked, and she turned away, pacing again, her shadow stretching long and thin. "You didn't see him last night—curled up, shivering, that cough rattling like stones in a bucket. I sat with him, Bhishma, all night, listening to him gasp. He's not growing stronger—he's fading."

Bhishma took a step forward, his boots quiet on the stone, his presence steadying the room. "I've seen him," he said, softer now. "I've carried him when he couldn't walk. I've promised you he'll live."

She whirled back, her sari swishing, her eyes wet but fierce. "Live for what?" she demanded, her hands balling into fists. "To die childless like some forgotten beggar? He's my son, Bhishma—my last son—and he's all Hastinapura's got. If he fades without heirs, the Kuru name fades with him."

Bhishma didn't answer right away, his gaze drifting to the lamp, its flame flickering as if it felt her words. The wind stirred again, a low sigh, brushing past her sari, tugging at the loose strands of her hair. "I'll find a way," he said at last, his voice firm, a promise carved in it. "The dynasty won't end with him."

Satyavati crossed her arms, her shoulders hunching as if the weight of it all pressed down on her. "A way?" she said, quieter now, but sharp still. "What way? He can't fight, he can't ride—he can barely sit through court without coughing blood. Who'll marry him, Bhishma? Who'll give sons to a king who looks half-dead?"

Bhishma's eyes met hers, steady, unshaken. "Someone will," he said, calm as the Ganga's flow. "I'll make it so. He's king—weak or not, that carries weight."

She stared at him, her breath hitching, then sank onto a low stool by the table, her hands covering her face for a moment. "You don't understand," she muttered, her voice muffled. "I dream of it—every night, shadows creeping in, taking him away. I see Chitrangada's pyre, and then Vichitravirya's, and then nothing. Just darkness."

Bhishma moved closer, his shadow falling over her, the wind settling as if it knew she needed stillness. "Dreams aren't truth," he said, gentle but firm. "He's here now. I'm here. We'll build from that."

Satyavati dropped her hands, looking up at him, her face raw, lined with worry. "Build what?" she asked, her voice trembling. "A throne for a ghost? I've lost one son, Bhishma—I can't lose another. I can't watch this line crumble because he's too frail to father a child."

Bhishma knelt beside her, his armor creaking, bringing his face level with hers. "You won't," he said, his voice steady, warm, like a hand on her shoulder. "I swore to you—Vichitravirya lives under my watch. He'll have sons when the time's right. I'll see to it."

She searched his face, her eyes glistening, then shook her head again, a small, helpless gesture. "When?" she whispered. "He's so sick, Bhishma—so small. Every fever takes a piece of him, and I'm terrified one'll take him whole."

Bhishma reached out, his hand hovering near hers, then resting on the table instead, solid and sure. "He's stronger than he looks," he said, quiet but certain. "You've seen him smile, haven't you? Heard him laugh? That's life in him—life I'll guard."

Satyavati's lips twitched, a faint, shaky smile breaking through. "He does laugh," she admitted, soft, her fingers brushing the edge of her sari. "Yesterday, he told me a story—something about a bird he saw outside. He giggled so hard he coughed, but he kept going."

Bhishma nodded, a flicker of warmth in his eyes. "That's the boy I know," he said. "Frail, yes—but not gone. Not yet."

She sighed, long and heavy, her shoulders slumping. "Not yet," she echoed, her voice barely there. "But what if 'yet' comes too soon? What if there's no one to follow him?"

Bhishma stood, tall again, the wind picking up just enough to stir the lamp's flame. "There will be," he said, his tone iron now, unyielding. "I'll find him a wife—wives, if need be. The Kuru blood runs deep. It won't dry up while I stand."

Satyavati looked up at him, her hands twisting in her lap, her face a mix of hope and dread. "You mean that?" she asked, her voice small, searching. "You'll find a way, even with him like this?"

"I mean it," Bhishma replied, his voice steady as stone. "I've fought for this dynasty—bled for it. I won't let it fade because of fevers or empty cradles."

She nodded, slow, her eyes still wet but sharper now, clinging to his words. "You've never broken a promise," she said, quiet, almost to herself. "Not to me, not to Shantanu. Don't start now."

Bhishma's lips pressed into a thin line, a rare hint of something softer beneath his calm. "I won't," he said, firm, final. "He'll live, Satyavati. He'll have sons. You'll see."

She stood, smoothing her sari, her hands steadier now, though her face stayed tight. "I want to believe you," she said, her voice low, raw. "I do. But every time I close my eyes, I see him slipping away—and us with him."

Bhishma stepped back, giving her space, the wind brushing past her like a gentle nudge. "Then keep your eyes open," he said, calm, sure. "Watch him grow. Watch me hold him up."

Satyavati managed a small nod, her fingers tightening on the fabric at her waist. "I'll try," she whispered, then turned to the window, staring out at the dark ripple of the Ganga beyond. "But it's hard, Bhishma—so hard."

He followed her gaze, the river's hum filling the silence between them. "I know," he said, soft, honest. "It's hard for me too. But we don't stop."

She didn't turn back, but her voice came again, faint, trembling with the weight of it all. "No sons, no future—what then, Bhishma?"

He didn't answer right away, letting the wind whisper through the room, a quiet promise in its sigh. "Then we fight harder," he said at last, his voice steady, resolute. "But it won't come to that. I'll make sure."

Satyavati stayed by the window, her shadow long and still, the lamp's flame flickering low behind her. Bhishma stood there, a rock in the storm of her fear, his cloak swaying faintly as the wind settled, leaving them both in the quiet—two souls bound by a frail boy and a dynasty teetering on the edge.

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