The air felt different. Warmer. Lighter after i heard those words from the eepy shadow dude
"What?"
How does he know my name. Who is he?
Before I could ask him questions about my regression and what he meant by my first dream he dissappeared from sight
While I was trying to figure out what he was I heard a scream near the kitchen,
a scream of a familiar voice that i hadnt heard in decades
I rush to the kitchen and see a horrifying sight,
my lifeless mothers corpse. No signs of injury or blood anywhere
Only her just lying still
No. No. No.
This wasn't supposed to happen.
I was drowned In my own thoughts forgetting that today was the day of her passing away
Why?
WHY CANT I CHANGE ANYTHING?
WHY IS SOMETHING THAT IS BEYOND HUMAN LOGIC ALWAYS AGAINST ME?
My throat burns. My hand claws at my hair knowing I cant do anything about it
I have always been the weak one among all the other children my age
The Gods of the reverents chose me but never showed me any signs of favoritism
The Gods basically saw me as a toy to them
Why?
Why cant I be free from the God's restraints for once
Why cant I just live an easy-going peaceful life like all the other reverents favorited by the Gods
Maybe…
Just maybe the Gods chose me to regress.
Just to see me suffer more
Why does the system enjoy seeing me fall in despair?
I've always thought about why the Gods enjoys my suffering but i accepted that its my fate
I accepted that I was just a mere toy for the gods above
In my previous life. I made it my goal to reach the gods above and kill them by my own hands
Knowing my intentions why did the gods choose to regress me?
Are they thinking this lowly of me?
Are they laughing at me thinking I wouldnt be able to kill them even with a second chance?
Well, they are wrong.
I will kill every single one of them
I will remove the grinning smiles from their face,
the grinning smiles I imagined they would have seeing me suffer so much
Them giving me a chance is basically them asking for a death sentence
No matter what, I will kill every single one of them
I. Elias troum. Vow to kill every single one of the gods that mock my weakness.
My mothers death
It was a fate that couldnt be changed
Or a fate that I couldnt have changed
It was the fate of my mother in my past life and now this life too
I didnt feel much grieve or despair since I've already seen this scene before
Maybe not seeing me grieving in my mothers death angers the gods?
If it does anger them fuck you guys
I say while pointing a middle finger to the sky like a idiot
At that time my mother died…. Or right now I lived alone with my mother after my parents divorced
My faughter always thought I would be a deadbeat due to the misfortune I always brought to the fily so he took custody of lily instead
Well what my faughter thought was actually the truth
"Since due to my misfortune-bringing superpowers! My mothers lifeless body is infront of me. How joyous!"
I say sarcastically
Well now.. I know the fate of this world in my previous life
But maybe me not experiencing the full death of my mother didnt put me in enough greive and changed the strong destiny written by the damned gods?
Hah, fuck nah. The destiny the gods wrote is too strong to be budged by a deadbeat
But I will do whatevers in my power to change the destiny, the fate of this world
For the sake of my dear mathilda.