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Chapter 3 - Chapter 3: The First Night –In His Mansion

"Go and bring your bag, Elara," Killian's voice sliced through the silence as he leaned against the marble pillar of the grand foyer, his presence like an impenetrable wall. His gaze was cold, calculating, as if he were assessing her like a mere object. "We're living together now. Don't waste time."

Elara's heart was hammering in her chest as she stood frozen at the threshold of the mansion—a vast, sprawling space that screamed opulence. A Polished marble floors, towering columns, and staff moving like clockwork through the pristine halls… everything about this place felt foreign, suffocating. And she was a pawn in Killian's world, no more than an accessory in his well-ordered empire.

"I—I'll get it," she stammered, the weight of his command pressing on her chest. The distant murmur of the servants' movements seemed louder now, their silent gazes following her every step. She could feel their judgment—the unspoken conclusion that she was an outsider, here only by virtue of a marriage that held no love.

As she walked down the long corridor toward the small room where her few belongings were kept, each step felt like an echo of the life she had left behind. Her shoes tapped against the marble, their sound bouncing off the cold walls, each footfall a reminder of the distance between her past and this gilded prison.

In the side passage, a young maid looked up from her task, her eyes soft with pity but quick to avert when they met Elara's. She wasn't the only one. A butler in a tailored suit, his face unreadable, observed the scene from a distance, never acknowledging her presence. Elara could feel the weight of their scrutiny as though it were a tangible force. She was nothing but a passing curiosity in this world—disposable, inconsequential.

Her hand trembled slightly as she opened the door to the small, bare room. It smelled faintly of dust and old wood—an odd contrast to the rich scents of the mansion outside. She took her tattered bag, filled with memories and remnants of a life she could no longer afford to hold on to, and made her way back.

When she reentered the grand foyer, Killian barely spared her a glance. He wasn't interested in her, not in the way a man should be. His indifference stung more than anything else.

"Good," he said, his voice as dismissive as ever. "Now, go to your room and settle in. We start our life together immediately."

The words hung in the air like a cold command, not a suggestion. Elara nodded silently, clutching her bag close to her chest. Every part of her longed to flee, but where would she go? There was no escape from this, not without abandoning her family and the fragile hope that this marriage might offer them some kind of salvation.

She followed him, her footsteps trailing behind his as he led her through the maze-like corridors of the mansion. Every corner she turned revealed more of his world—a life of rigid order, of perfection. She was nothing more than an intruder in it, a shadow that didn't belong.

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Later that evening, after the formalities of the court marriage had settled into a dull ache in her chest, Elara found herself desperate for a brief respite. The weight of the day had been crushing, and she longed to feel some semblance of peace. It wasn't much, but visiting her mother, Ruth, at her small, modest home was the only comfort she could allow herself.

The walk from the mansion felt longer than it should have, as though the mansion's towering walls and the prying eyes of its staff were an oppressive force she couldn't shake. Each step took her further away from the suffocating cold of Killian's world, toward the warmth and love of her mother's humble abode. The contrast between the two places was as stark as night and day.

When she arrived, Ruth was in the dimly lit living room, her hands nervously folded in her lap, eyes flicking between the door and Ivy, who was playing quietly in the corner. Ivy was in college, a few years younger, with dreams of becoming a doctor. The sight of her, so familiar and yet so distant now, brought a lump to Elara's throat.

"Mom," Elara whispered, setting her bag down gently by the door, "I've come to explain... and to bring you something."

Ruth's eyes widened, a flicker of worry passing over her features as she stood to meet Elara halfway. "Elara, what is it? Why are you here so soon after... after everything?"

Taking a deep breath, Elara steadied herself before speaking. "I married Killian Hayes today. A court marriage, nothing extravagant. It was business-like, no celebrations. But... it's the only way to protect us now."

The words hung heavy in the air, and Ruth's face fell, the shock and disbelief taking root. "You married him?" she echoed, her voice barely above a whisper. "But… why, Elara? You've always had dreams, ambitions. This isn't what we planned."

Elara's eyes welled up with unshed tears as she lowered her gaze. "I know, Mom. I didn't want it either. But we're drowning. The debts, the hospital bills for you... Ivy's school fees. There was no other choice. Killian's wealth—cold as it is—means a future for you. I've arranged for the best medical care for you, and Ivy will attend the best school."

Ruth took a step back, her hand rising to her mouth in disbelief. "And what about you, Elara? What about your happiness? Are you safe with him? He treats you like a business deal, a contract—like you're nothing."

Elara's throat tightened as she swallowed hard, her fingers twisting into the fabric of her dress. "Every day, I feel like I'm trapped in a gilded cage. It's beautiful here, but it's suffocating. Killian gives orders, and I obey. Today, he told me to pack my bag and start living here. Like... like I'm his possession."

Ruth's voice quivered as she stepped closer, her hand finding Elara's. "Oh, my darling, I never thought you'd be caught in something so cold. I know you did this for us—to secure our future—but at what cost to you? You deserve to be loved, not used."

Elara blinked rapidly, fighting the tears. "I'm doing this for you, Mom. For Ivy. I can't let us fall into ruin. I have to secure our future, even if it means sacrificing pieces of myself."

Ruth's eyes softened with sadness and a touch of maternal sorrow. "Just promise me, Elara... promise me you won't lose yourself in this. Don't let this cold world steal your light. You're more than just this marriage."

Elara's gaze fell, her heart aching as her mother's words lingered in her mind. "I wish I could promise you, Mom. I really do. But right now, I'm fighting just to hold on to any part of me that matters. I hope... someday, I'll be free."

The room fell into a heavy silence, filled only by the faint sounds of Ivy's play in the corner. The unspoken fears between them were palpable, the weight of Elara's decision pressing down on both of them.

Finally, Ruth squeezed Elara's hand, her voice low but steady. "You're strong, Elara. I'll be here, waiting for the day you can truly be happy. For now, just remember, you're not alone. We'll get through this—together."

Elara gave a small, sad smile, blinking back tears. "Thank you, Mom. I'll try to hold on to who I am... even if I have to keep it hidden."

As she left her mother's home and made her way back to the cold, imposing mansion, Elara couldn't shake the image of her mother's worried face. The stares of the mansion's staff—their silent judgment—reminded her just how much she had sacrificed, and how much more she stood to lose.

Her heart ached with a mix of regret, fear, and hope, but one thing was clear: she was determined to survive. She would hold on to whatever pieces of herself she could, even if it meant living in the shadows of this gilded cage.

With her bag in hand and her spirit weary but resolute, Elara stepped back into Killian's world. A world where every moment felt like a quiet, relentless battle for her soul.

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