In the classroom, the students gradually dispersed, leaving Tao Mutong alone to sort out his violin case slowly. He really didn't want to go home, but he couldn't find anywhere else to go. Carrying the violin case, he looked particularly lonely. The soft afterglow of the setting sun poured down on the vast land, and the heat in the distance flickered slightly under the reflection of the sun.
Suddenly, a shout suddenly broke the silence: "Shen Yao, this way!" Tao Mutong didn't hear the specific content clearly, but the voice successfully attracted his attention. He looked in the direction of the sound, and on the basketball court not far away, a teenager was preparing to shoot. The basketball drew a very beautiful arc in the air, and then fell steadily into the basket, instantly winning a warm cheer.
Tao Mutong couldn't help but feel a strong sense of envy in his heart, and his footsteps moved slowly towards the edge of the court unconsciously. The boy was exercising in the bright sunshine, his skin showing a healthy bronze color. Sweat shone in the sunshine, and his figure was tall and straight. He was eager to sweat as much as these boys outdoors, but he didn't dare to take action, just because he was afraid that others would discover his "secret".
On the basketball court, Shen Yao successfully made another three-pointer, and the screams of the girls were deafening. During the half-time break, many girls came forward enthusiastically to offer water. Shen Yao politely thanked them and politely refused. Then he walked to the side of the stage and picked up his water cup. He glanced casually and saw Tao Mutong carrying a violin case outside the court. In the high temperature of 40 degrees, Tao Mutong was still dressed neatly, with a white short-sleeved shirt tucked into his pants neatly, his skin was fair and delicate, his behavior was well-behaved and quiet, he tiptoed slightly, and watched the basketball rolling on the court with full concentration.
Shen Yao carefully looked at Tao Mutong, drinking water mouthful by mouthful, his Adam's apple sliding up and down quickly, he didn't even notice that the cup was empty, still maintaining the posture of drinking water. It wasn't until his teammates called him: "Keep going!" He came back to his senses and responded: "Okay." It was another wonderful goal, Shen Yao subconsciously looked out of the court. Just after turning around and walking a few steps, he looked back again, staring in the direction where Tao Mutong left, and his teammates were anxiously shouting: "Shen Yao, catch the ball!"
Over there, Tao Mutong left reluctantly until his back was slightly sweaty and his crotch was soaked with sweat. If he continued to stand there, his secret might be discovered by others. After returning home, he shouted, and his parents and brother just responded perfunctorily. Tao Mutong went upstairs very tactfully. As soon as he entered the room, he quickly found clean shorts and short-sleeved shirts and ran into the bathroom in a hurry. As soon as the shower was turned on, the sound of the water made it impossible for him to hear anything outside. After taking off his clothes, he stood under the water, holding onto the wall, letting the hot water wash his body to his heart's content. After a while, his fingers slowly moved down along his lower abdomen.
Even in the smoky bathroom, the boy's unique body could be clearly seen. His body hair was extremely sparse, and even the lower part was clean. It was much smaller than his peers, only the size of a thumb, and behind that little thing was a very obvious female organ. The boy had a set of deformed reproductive organs. He had once watched an adult film by chance, and since then he had developed a strong curiosity and impulse about the male body, but he did not dare to interact with people, especially with the same sex. He had also tried to imitate the plot in the film, but because he was afraid of pain, he only dared to touch the outside of his body gently.
He rarely comforted himself, but today... Maybe it was because the weather was too hot, or maybe it was because he saw the sweaty boy, and some thoughts deep in his heart were strongly stimulated. He tried to speed up the movements of his hands, but due to his lack of skill, some parts of his body felt uncomfortable. Tao Mutong clenched his teeth tightly and tried to control his voice, but he couldn't help but let out a slight groan. His physical development is a bit special. It would be great if he could be like ordinary people. Even if he likes the same sex, he can find his own happiness...
But the reality is that even in college, Tao Mutong dared not live on campus. Although he was extremely eager to escape from his current family environment, he still had to live at home. And his physical condition also made his family feel very uncomfortable. They thought he was an alien. Although his parents did not say it explicitly, Tao Mutong could deeply feel their alienation. They cared very little about Tao Mutong, and sometimes even forgot to leave him living expenses, let alone spend more money on him to see a "disease".
As for learning the violin, it was only after Tao Mutong asked his parents many times that they reluctantly agreed. This made him feel like an outsider, a temporary tenant. Lying in bed at night, Tao Mutong's mind kept popping up the figure of the boy shooting, sweating. The air conditioner was set to 23 degrees, and the room still needed to be covered with a quilt. Tao Mutong held the quilt, and the image of the boy always lingered in his mind. His body began to feel inexplicably hot again, and he rubbed the quilt unconsciously, and some parts of his body became extremely sensitive. In desperation, he tightly grabbed the bed sheet, trying to stop himself from thinking about it, and tried not to pay attention to his wet crotch. He didn't know when he fell asleep, but he only remembered that he changed another pair of underwear early the next morning.
There were not many classes this semester, and Shen Yao was dragged to play basketball by his classmates almost every day. "Let's go, anyway, you have nothing to do, and you won't compete with us for resources." The purpose of their playing basketball is actually to attract the attention of girls. As long as Shen Yao is there, he can always attract a group of girls to watch. They said "not competing for resources" because Shen Yao is a gay. If a girl confesses to Shen Yao, he will politely refuse, and no one will publicize his sexual orientation everywhere, so many people still think that Shen Yao is a polite, discerning, and warm straight man. The handsome boy carrying the violin case stood outside the court again. This was the nth time this month. Shen Yao always noticed him, and he would wait until his forehead began to sweat before reluctantly leaving.
Today, Shen Yao and his friends finished early, and the handsome boy was still looking at the court with a confused look on his face. He didn't come to his senses and leave until everyone left. Tao Mutong walked out of the school with some reluctance. It was earlier than usual, and he was too lazy to take a taxi. He just walked back slowly. Someone was approaching, and he subconsciously gave way, but was suddenly hugged tightly by that person - "Um..." Before Tao Mutong could scream, his mouth and nose were covered by a handkerchief, and a few seconds later, he lost consciousness.