If Michael decided he wanted to end his life, then Noah would have no choice but to hide himself somewhere where he wouldn't see the rest of the world. A place where he wouldn't think of such thoughts.
He... Would never let him go in such a manner. Even if they were going to break apart soon, at least he was sure Michael was alive somewhere in the world. With that assurance, he didn't need to worry too much. He could always watch him and know everything he was up to... but if Michael left his grasp completely by dying... How would he cope with it?
"I wasn't planning to jump." Michael said with a rather solemn voice as he brushed Noah's voice. "I mean, I planned to spend Christmas together, didn't we?" He rested his body on Noah's. "I won't go back on my promise and I... I'm not going anywhere."
Noah felt his heart melt. He didn't know how to explain this. He didn't know what it was, but he decided to confess. The words that sang in his heart that he chose not to believe.
