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So...Am I gay or not?

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The soul of a woman is reborn in a male body. He tried to resist the soul’s instinct and wanted to be a pure straight man with an amazing girlfriend. The body's instinct loves the girls while the soul wants the security brought by a man. The question is…. The female soul loves the man… The male body loves the girls…. If he chooses the man over the girls…. Is he gay….or not?
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Chapter 1 - Small bunny with a beast in his heart…

Chapter - 1 - Small bunny with a beast in his heart…

"Uncle, where is the male's dormitory?"

He asked the security uncle sitting on a small stool in front of the school gate.

"Have you registered?"

The security uncle asked me while looking around..

"Yes? My father is there. The teacher asked me to go to the dormitory first..."

"Then, why are you running around? The girl's dormitory is there, across the road.."

The uncle's finger was pointed toward the way he

came from.

"I'm a man.."

He could only tell him his gender. It's like this all the time, but he was aggrieved anyway.

"You are?"

He nodded.

"Did the teacher say which dorm you are assigned to?"

"He told me it was Dhanya."

The security uncle frowned and said in a small voice.

"Boy, why are you so unlucky?"

"Ah?"

He looked around while muttering to himself.

"This boy is so small. Sending him to that dorm, isn't it the typical case of sending the lamb into the wolf den?"

His face turned pale because of the security uncle's words.

"Boy, Dhanya dorm is full of northerners. They are loud, tall, dark and strong. If they bully you, don't hesitate to change the dorm. Your small body can't eat even a punch…"

"Uncle, don't be like this. I'm scared."

"Hey! Aung Phyo…take this boy to the Dhanya dorm…"

A young man with a short structure and fair skin ran toward them.

"Dhanya dorm? Sure.. follow me."

He followed the young man.

"There are four male's dormitories in this college. The one nearest to the gate is Ramma, next one is Dvâra, the one next to Dvâra is Dhanya. The innermost one is Megha. Here we are…don't be afraid, go in..Little sister .."

He turned his whole body to introduce himself with his gender because of his 'little sister' but the young man ran away like a wind.

Forget it…he looked at the dorm before he entered the lobby.

It was a one story building. With only four halls….

He knocked on the door to alarm the people inside and entered the lobby area.

"Hello…"

There are nearly eight lads sitting, talking and playing around.

When they saw the intruder, they became noisy like a water drop fell into the hot oil.

"Hey…Whose sister is this? Everyone, come out. Who has a sister?"

In his surprised eyes, all the trainees inside the hall poured out like bulls..

"Is your brother here? Shit! don't scare her. She is too small. What if she runs away because of your rough behavior?"

"I am not. I didn't… don't talk nonsense .."

Annoyed, he roared without caring about his image.

"Ok…ok..We won't talk nonsense anymore. Don't get angry…Who is your big brother?"

"Not you anyway…"

The leading man with glasses touched his nose. He didn't get angry when he was talked back by a brat. He has endless tolerance for girls.

"Which dog's eyes see me as a girl? I am a boy…a boy. Did my flat chest look like a girl to you?"

The noisy voices suddenly quiet down under his yelling. After yelling, he was scared.

Mom, just like the security uncle said, the whole dorm is full of tall, dark and strong men.

"I was assigned to the Dhanya dorm."

His voice is as small as a mosquito's.

"Oh…you are a trainee too. Where is your luggage? Come in.."

"My father will send my luggage after we finish buying necessities."

The man with glasses waved his hand and the crowd spread out in all directions.

"Freshman ? You are too small. Are you really an adult? You can live in our hall. There are eight people in a hall. The roommates in our hall are relatively cleaner ...."

He was taken to the cleanest side of the hall.

"Anawar, you are a freshman too.Take care of this newcomer, I don't dare to put him near others. These rough guys can hurt the little guy with just a sneeze…."

He subconsciously wanted to retort but it's hard to talk back as he was thinking of him with kindness.

The man with glasses clapped his hands to get the attention of the roommates.

"My name is Htin Lin. The one with the crew cut is Kyaw Swar,the dark one is called Myo ko,the fat one is Kyaw Myo Myat…the one with pimples is called Zaw Min. The freshman's name is Anawar. The last one is… Bo Bo…"

"Hello…my name is Wine."

Wine greeted all the roommates. Starting from today, he had to stay in a hall full of men.

He registered all the characteristics of the roommates in his memory. There are four freshmen and four seniors in the hall.

Anawar, the nearest one, could even be called bedmate because the beds are so close. He is reading a book.

Wine remembered him at a glance because he was the most handsome man in the dorm. And the one who didn't give a shit about him…

"Boys, let's go take a bath… The freshmen are gonna be busy as hell tomorrow. Let the seniors lead you…"

Anawar ; "I'm not going."

His eyes didn't even leave the page when he talked.

"Seniors, can you please tell me what I need to buy for the dormitory life…"

Htin Lin gave him a big smile…

"You will know tomorrow.."

Then, the six men started to undress, only leaving the shorts…

"Um…senior. Where is the bathroom?"

"Bathroom? Haha…There is no bathroom. See the wells behind the dorm…"

"Yes?"

"That's where we take a bath."

"Outdoor bath?"

"Yes, outdoor bath. Only the female dormitories have bathrooms."

Looking at the dazzling male bodies, Wine doesn't know where to put his eyes. It's not that he was flustered, it's just that they are fit but not so good-looking. He wanted to wash his eyes..

He moved his eyes to Anawar. The reading man's look was pleasing to the eyes. Just treat it like washing the eyes…

God…he had to stay like this in the next two years.

Wine was 17 years old. Sure, he was a man but his past life memories of living as a woman sometimes interfered with his gender awareness.

In his last life, he was a 40+ years old female designer before he died. In fact, he was a man with a female soul.

He didn't want to become a shemale but his body didn't cooperate with his desire to become a manly man.

After numerous misunderstandings, his desire to be accepted as a manly man and dating beautiful girls became stronger and stronger.

But, he looked short, white and soft. In short, he has a beast in his heart but his body looked like a small bunny….